I AM CHARLOTTE AND YOU ARE WATCHING ME THROUGH A KEYHOLE LIKE A VOYEUR I BELIEVE PRIVACY IS FORBIDDEN BY OUR MORAL ENGAGEMENT PRIVACY IS FORBIDDEN YOU MAY NOT DO ANYTHING IN PRIVATE YOU WOULDN'T DO IN PUBLIC YOU DON'T HAVE TO SHIT IN PUBLIC BUT ALL THE REST INCLUDING SEX THE ARTISTS ARE ALLOWED TO SHIT IN PUBLIC OTTO MÜHL CERTAINLY WOULDN'T DO ANYTHING AT HOME AT HOME HE WIPES HIS ASS OTTO MÜHL WIPES HIS ASS AT HOME & THROUGH THE SYMPHONIC DOOR OF BLACK METAL JAZZ IS POURING IN LIKE AN INVASION THESE DAYS AND IT IS BECAUSE JAZZ HAS THIS CHAOTIC QUALITY COSMIC CHAOS QUALITY WHAT ARTIFICIAL CHAOS OF ROCK AND ROLL COULDN'T REALLY MATCH BECAUSE IT'S MORE ESOTERIC OR LESS & I SAW TODAY THE ZOMBIE MARCH EVERY YEAR THERE IS A MARCH OF ZOMBIES THROUGH THE MAIN STREET OF TOWN WHERE I LIVE TODAY IT WERE ABOUT THREE THOUSAND PEOPLE MASKED TO ZOMBIES MARCHING IN THE STREET IT REALLY LOOKED LIKE A PARADE OF COMING OUT OF THE CLOSET MASQUERADE IS A REVELATION OF YOUR PSYCHE TAKING ON MASKS IT'S THE MOST IMPORTANT DISCLOSURE OF YOUR TRUE IDENTITY & I MAY NOT COMPLAIN I MAY NOT DEMAND BECAUSE ALL MY PRAYERS ARE REDUCED TO BEGGING PRAYER IS BEGGING AND BEGGING IS PRAYER PRAYER IS BEGGING AND BEGGING IS PRAYER I HAVE BEEN BEGGING I HAVE BEEN BEGGING I HAVE BEEN BEGGING MY WHOLE LIFE AWAY THE BARDO, MY FRIEND, IS AN ABOMINABLE PLACE MY FRIEND IN THE BARDO WE MUST FIND A GATE WE MUST CATCH A GATE THERE ARE THESE VISIONS COMING - CATCH ONE CATCH A VISION - GET OUT CATCH A VISION AND GET OUT LET'S CATCH A VISION AND GET OUT OF IT & YOU SEE I CANNOT SPEAK LIKE THIS FROM THE MOMENT ON YOU CUT THE CHORD WITH YOUR MOTHER TONGUE (NOBODY ELSE DID IT - THAT'S WHY I'M SAYING THAT'S THE INFORMATION - IT'S A NEW INFORMATION) IF YOU CUT THIS CHORD WITH YOUR MOTHER TONGUE THAT YOU JUST NEVER EVER SPEAK IT AGAIN IN MY CASE PSYCHOTIC AVERSION HAS DEVELOPED IF YOU WANT TO KNOW THE SYMPTOM OF IT WELL THERE ARE MANY ANSWERS AND I DON'T KNOW ANY WHAT HAPPENED HAD TO HAPPEN NO INVERSION THERE IS NO INVERSION NOTHING YOU CAN DO WITH IT IT HAS HAPPENED AND IT'S IRREVERSIBLE & SO WHEN YOU CUT THIS LINE AT THAT MOMENT YOU'RE BORN AGAIN LIKE A BABY FIRST IT'S TERRIBLE FOR A WHILE IT WAS VERY SUFFERING MOST REASON FOR IT IS THAT ALL MY FRIENDS WERE FROM THE SAME LANGUAGE TERRITORY OH, OTHER EMIGRANTS YOU KNOW SO IT WAS A TRIAL FORCE ON ENGLISH ONTO PATRIOTS, RIGHT AND WITH THAT I ABSOLUTELY LOST EVERY POSSIBLE CONNECTION WITH OTHER CO-PATRIOTS THEN COLLABORATORS COLLABORATORS ON AN OVERNATIONAL PROJECT & TODAY IF I HEAR WORDS IN MY MOTHER TONGUE I GET PHYSICALLY SICK OF IT IT'S GOOD - IT'S A GREAT ACHIEVEMENT IT'S TERRIBLE SUFFER - EVERY SUFFER GREAT ACHIEVEMENT GREAT ACHIEVEMENTS ARE GREAT SUFFER TO OVERCOME OF OVERCOME ALL THE TIME OVERCOMING THIS OVERCOMING OVERCOMING URGE OF OVERCOMING OVERCOMING FRIEDRICH REALLY LIKED THIS OVERCOMING OVERCOMING OVERCOMING TEN OVERCOMINGS YOU HAD TO LIVE A DAY TEN OVERCOMINGS PER DAY IT'S MORE THAN THE ISLAM DEMANDS & SO FROM THAT MOMENT ON YOU'RE BORN AGAIN AND HAVE TO LEARN TO SPEAK AGAIN BECAUSE UP TO THAT POINT YOU ARE THE MOTHER LANGUAGE AND EVERY OTHER LANGUAGE YOU SPEAK IS A GRACIOUS SURPLUS TO DENY IT - I CAN'T DENY IT ALL THE TIME I STILL HAVE VOCABULARIES TO CONSULT MY PRONUNCIATION IS FAR FROM PERFECT I'M STILL AN ACCENTED FREAK BUT I'M AT LEAST NOT PROUD ANY MORE BEING LESS I'M NOT PROUD ANY MORE BEING LESS & THE FUTURE IS NOW WHAT WE DO WHAT WE DO WHAT WE DO IF THE FUTURE IS HERE BUT WE AREN'T WHAT WE DO IF THE FUTURE IS HERE BUT WE AREN'T WE ARE NOT WE ARE NOT AT ALL & YOU THERE - ME HERE YOU THERE ME HERE SHOW UPWARDS BECAUSE IT ALL GOES VERTICAL OUR EXISTENCE OUR EXISTENCE IS VERTICAL WE MUST EXPERIENCE THIS WELL HOW VERTICAL OUR EXISTENCE IS & I'M SO TIRED OF BEING BOMBARDED BY ALL THIS INFORMATIONS ABOUT ALIENS AND ANCIENT ASTRONAUTS COMING DOWN TO VISIT US AND BUILD US PYRAMIDS AND THINGS LIKE THAT I'M SO FUCKING BORED OF THIS ARCHEOLOGY DIGGING FOR ANCIENT BLOODSHEDS WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY CHARLOTTE SHUT UP MODERATE YOURSELF DEAR YOU CAN'T SAY THINGS LIKE THAT BEWARE CHARLOTTE BEWARE THEY'RE DECEIVING YOU AND ME THEY'RE DECEIVING US & NOW LET'S GO AND FIGURE FIGURE IT OUT AGAIN HOW WAS IT WITH THE FLOOD ISN'T THERE SOMETHING MORE INTERESTING TO DO WE HAVE TO DIG THE SOIL HA FOR THE MEMORIES OF THE HORRIBLE HORRIBLE PAST OF BLOODSHEDS GENOCIDES MURDERS OF ALL SORTS JUST LIKE TODAY - IT WASN'T DIFFERENT WHY THE HELL TO DIG FOR IT TODAY IT'S ALL AROUND ALL THE PASTS ARE AROUND NOW AT THIS MOMENT OF THE ABSOLUTE VACUUM OF THE ABSOLUTE VACUUM AT THIS MOMENT & THERE ARE NINE RACES NINE ALIEN RACES NOW HUMANITY HAS IDENTIFIED RACIALLY RACIALLY DIFFERENT ALIENS VISITING US SINCE BILLIONS OF YEARS, RIGHT COMES THE ATLANTIDIAN THOSE ARE THE UGLIEST CREATURES THE ATLANTIDIANS AS THEY DEPICT THEM THESE BEAUTIFUL ANDROGYNOUS ANDROGYNOUS MALES, OKAY NOT FEMALES THIS BLAVATSKY AND WHO WAS THE OTHER ONE BAILEY THEIR IMAGES OF THESE ATLANTIDIAN BEAUTIES WHAT THEY IMAGINED AS BEAUTIES YOU CAN IMAGINE WHAT MADAME BLAVATSKY IMAGINED AS MALE BEAUTY IT'S EASY TO REASON IT OUT MADAME BLAVATSKY'S SEXUAL ORIENTATION IS A CLEAR FORMULA SHE GOT ALL THE MESSAGES THROUGH SEX SHE HAD AN EXTREMELY OVERDEVELOPED IMAGINATION THAT'S WHAT SHE HAD & OH MY PAPA SIGMUND OH MY PAPA SIGMUND AM I RIGHT - YOU'D BETTER TELL ME 'CAUSE I WANNA KNOW MY PAPA SIGMUND - I WANNA KNOW GRAVITY VERSUS HARMONY IS THAT THAT SIMPLE YOU CAN'T TELL ME IT'S THAT SIMPLE I DON'T BELIEVE YOU WE WANT IT MORE COMPLICATED IT WON'T GET OVER IT WON'T GET OVER IT'S TOO SIMPLE OSH TRY TO UNDERSTAND - IT'S MORE COMPLEX YOUR VISION ABOUT US IS SO EXTREMELY SIMPLE WE ARE NOT SO SIMPLE WE ARE COMPLICATED WE GOT LED ASTRAY AND COMPLICATED & SO YOU SEE THE FLYING OBJECT CAN YOU IDENTIFY IT? AND YOU SAY: OF COURSE I CAN IDENTIFY IT IT'S A UFO THAT WAS A JOKE - IT'S A GOOD JOKE, NO I CAN TELL JOKES - IT'S MY HASSIDIC ROOTS JUST I DON'T LIKE TO BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL LIKE BEING ANY FUNNY & OF COURSE IT'S BLACKMAIL - I ONLY CAN SEND BLACK MAILS I'M A BLACKMAILER - THAT'S MY PROFESSION I'M A PROFESSIONAL BLACKMAILER IT'S A HIGH-RANKING PROFESSION IT IS MY RACE I'M FROM THE RACE OF BLACKMAILERS THAT'S WHY I'M BLACKMAILING ALL THE TIME I HAVE BEEN BLACKMAILING ALL MY LIFE LONG EVERY LETTER I EVER SENT IT WAS STAMPED BLACK MAIL THAT'S WHY THEY NEVER WERE ANSWERED BECAUSE THEY WERE NOT ON THE CRIMINAL LEVEL BUT ON THE SPIRITUAL LEVEL I'M SPIRITUAL - NOT A CRIMINAL BLACKMAILER I'M A SPIRITUAL BEING - I BLACKMAIL WITH THE SPIRIT & OSH IS THE ENTITY WHOM YOU CAN BLACKMAIL IT RESPONDS TO BLACKMAIL POSITIVELY A QUESTION OF ATTENTION - GOOD TIMING OSH IS NOT A STATIC ENTITY IT HAS SWINGS OF MOOD LIKE YOU AND I YOU HAVE TO APPROACH HIM AT THE RIGHT MOMENT YOU HAVE TO FIGURE OUT WHAT IS THE RIGHT MOMENT TO TALK TO HIM HE'S VERY RESPONSIVE BUT WHEN HE HAS A BAD MOOD THEN NOT AT ALL SO YOU HAVE TO FEEL IT AND IF YOU DON'T FEEL IT WELL THEN HE WON'T RESPOND YOU POSITIVELY & OSH IS LIKE A HUMAN BEING OSH IS CREATED IN THE LIKENESS OF THE HUMAN BEING A DIVINITY IN THE LIKENESS OF THE HUMAN BEING THAT'S WHAT OSH IS OSH IS ALL - BUT IT'S NONE ALL IS NONE AND NONE IS ALL THAT'S OUR MAIN DOCTRINE AND THE FIRST THING TO UNDERSTAND THE TRAVELING COLLEGE OF TIME CONSCIOUSNESS COMES WITH THE SLOGAN ALL IS NONE - NONE IS ALL OR NONE IS ALL - ALL IS NONE DOESN'T MATTER & SO I DON'T UNDERSTAND THESE PEOPLE YESTERDAY I HAVE SEEN A TWO HOURS DOCUMENTARY ON DAVID ICKE IT'S AN ESOTERIST PHILOSOPHER - EVERYBODY KNOWS HIM FROM THE INTERNET - IT'S ANTICELEBRITY NOW THERE ARE MANY SIDES MORE THAN TWO SIDES - FOUR THERE ARE OFFICIALLY AT LARGE AND THIS IS THIRD SIDE - THESE ESOTERIC RESEARCHERS WHO UNDERSTAND TO EVERYTHING AND THEY THEMSELVES ARE KINDA ABDUCTED I MEAN THEY ARE MORE INTELLIGENT THAN TO BE ABDUCTED BECAUSE ONLY THE LOWEST INTELLIGENCE IS ABDUCTED THESE ALIENS WHAT YOU IMAGINE THEY ARE NOT INTERESTED IN THE HIGHER INTELLIGENCE IT'S NOT THE INTELLIGENCE THEY ARE LOOKING FOR NO, INTELLIGENCE IS OUR SECRET THEY DON'T KNOW ABOUT IT & DAVID ICKE IS A REAL BELIEVER BUT THAT'S WHAT I WANTED TO POINT AT THAT THESE THEORIES ABOUT ALIENS IS A LOT WORSE THAN ANY RELIGION HAS BEEN SO FAR ENTIRELY UNNECESSARY RESEARCH AND REALLY CREATES A BELIEF SYSTEM WHICH WE DON'T KNOW WHERE IT SHOULD LEAD JESUS WANTED TO PROJECT AS FATHER FIGURE A MUCH MORE POSITIVE IMAGE THAN THESE BLOODTHIRSTY GODS FICTION HAS BEEN CREATED BY US OURSELVES THE FICTION IS OURS & THE CORNERSTONE POSTURE THIS IS CALLED THE CORNERSTONE THE CORNERSTONE POSTURE & THE QUESTION IS NOT IF I BELIEVE IN ALIENS MY BELIEF SYSTEM IS QUITE PARTICULAR I CAN BELIEVE COMPLETE OPPOSITES IT'S A SPECIFIC QUALITY BECAUSE I AM AN INTELLIGENCE WORKER I'M A WORKER - REDEEMER OF SOULS JUDAS PRIEST - REDEEMER OF SOULS THE REDEEMER - THE REDEEMER OF SOULS & JUDAS PRIEST - SO MUCH DID NOT CHANGE, RIGHT THEY WERE ALWAYS THE SAME ALWAYS THE SAME SOME PEOPLE CHANGE SO MUCH AND OTHER PEOPLE DON'T CHANGE AT ALL ISN'T IT STRANGE - HEY HEY HOO HOO NO, THE RULE IS THE RULE THE RULE IS THAT THERE IS NO RULE THE RULE IS NO RULE THE RULE IS NO RULE NO RULE IS THE RULE & THE LIQUID MIND THE LIQUID MIND IS A WHIRLPOOL THE LIQUID MIND IS A WHIRLPOOL INSIDE I'M A WHIRLPOOL INSIDE WITH MY LIQUID MIND YOU SEE EVERYTHING GOES WITH ANYTHING THERE IS ABSOLUTE ORDER THERE ON THE FREQUENCY ZONE NO PROBLEM WITH THE FREQUENCIES THE FREQUENCIES ARE FINE THE RECEIVER THE RECEIVER IS JAMMED THOSE MESSAGES CANNOT GET THROUGH ANY MORE & I DON'T KNOW WHAT WE HAVE TO DO YOU HAVE TO BRING THE ALIEN TO A DINNER TO BE BELIEVED IN ANYTHING GET ME TO A DINNER OH GET ME TO A DINNER I HAVE NEVER BEEN INVITED DRUNK ON MY SWEAT AND BLOOD AND TEARS MY BLOOD, MY SWEAT AND MY TEARS WHAT IS SO UNIQUE WHAT IS SO UNIQUE WHAT IS SO UNIQUE WHAT IS SO UNIQUE YOU CAN INVITE ME FOR A DINNER INVITE ME FOR A DINNER I AM CHARLOTTE AND I WANT TO GO OUT WITH YOU I WANT YOU TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND I WANT YOU TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND THUS SUNG THE ALIEN THUS SUNG THE ALIEN THUS SUNG THE ALIEN HU THUS SUNG THE ALIEN THUS SUNG THE ALIEN THUS SUNG THE ALIEN CAREFUL CAREFUL & I HAVE NO INTENTION TO KNOW ANYTHING YOU SHOULD FORGIVE YOU SHOULD FORGIVE ME HAA!