HAVE STARTED? I HAVE STARTED - & SPIEL! AND THEN I HAVE TO GO FROM ONE END TO THE OTHER END OF THE STAGE LIKE RUSSELL LIKE RUSSELL FLYING FROM ONE SIDE TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE STAGE AND SPEAK - AND HOLD MYSELF AND HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY AND THE MEMORY TO REMEMBER WHAT AND LOOKING GOOD OH, I DON'T LIKE RUSSELL - OH NO CHARLOTTE HATES HIM BUT I ACTUALLY - I RESPECT IT SO MUCH THAT I CANNOT DISLIKE IT IT WOULD BE HYPOCRITICAL MY RESPECT OVERCOMES EVERY REPULSION MY RESPECT IS SO TOTAL I WISH I COULD DO A QUARTER OF IT IF I HAD A QUARTER OF THAT CAPACITY WOULD BE ENOUGH WITH A QUARTER OF IT I COULD MAKE A PARTY BUT I DON'T HAVE A QUARTER OF THAT ENERGY TO IT & SO HOW IS IT SHARED NOW OSH, HOW IS IT SHARED YOU GAVE ALL THE TALENTS TO THEM ALL THE CAPACITY ALL THE ENERGY ALL THE BEAUTY ALL THE POWER THEY HAVE IT AND TO ME - TO ME LEATHER LEATHER REBEL TO ME THE LEATHER REBEL TO ME YOU GAVE NOTHING YEH NO - JUST THE JOB I HAVE THE JOB - THEY HAVE THE POWER WHAT KIND OF SHARING IS THAT & ALL THE WORD EVER WANTED TO BE WAS THOUGHTLESS THOUGHTLESS - JUST NO THOUGHTS AT ALL THE HOMO SUPERIOR WON'T THINK HOMO SUPERIOR IS NOT A THINKER THE CLONE IT WILL BE CREATED WITHOUT THOUGHTS THAT'S POWER ONE MAN'S UTOPIA IS ANOTHER MAN'S DYSTOPIA & IT'S ALWAYS BEEN SHEDDING SHEDDING IT WAS - SHEDDING MY LIFE IS PERMANENT SHEDDING I'M LIKE A SNAKE & THE VOICE I WANT TO HAVE - THE VOICE THE VOICE YOU GAVE ME THE VOICE YOU WANT ME TO HAVE THE VOICE I'M LOOKING FOR THE VOICE - THE VOICE OF OSH THE VOICE THE VOICE OF OSH & AFTER ALL THE VARIATIONS STILL THE BEST AFTER ALL THE BEST SALUTE FOR BOTH SEXES IS TO START FROM THE GROIN ALWAYS START FROM THE GROIN THE SALUTE & LOST MY EDITING OPTIONS AND SO I'M NOT MAKING NEW WORKSHIPS NOW JUST COLLECTING THE DOCUMENTS WHICH IS IMMENSELY FRUSTRATING THE BOREDOM MAKES ME DO THEM THE BOREDOM MADE ME DO IT BOREDOM IS VERY POWERFUL BRINGS YOU DOWN TO THE GUTTER OF TASTE DON'T HAVE NOTHING LEFT - NO TASTE LEFT AT ALL THEN YOU BEGIN TO MAKE HOME VIDEOS, RIGHT THAT'S THE BOTTOM LINE COULD HERMES EVER TRANSMIT A MESSAGE BESIDE CARRYING IT? & HANK WILLIAMS CAME ON WITH THIS EARLY DEATH POP SONG "I'LL NEVER GET OUT OF THIS WORLD ALIVE" DON'T KNOW WHY NO INDUSTRIAL BAND HAS BY MY KNOWLEDGE COVERED IT MY DYING BRIDE COULD COVER IT & IT'S AN EVIL EVIL STRIPPER THAT STRIPS TO THIS SONG EVIL OR STUPID & THE OSP BATTLEFIELD IS NOT IN SYRIA THE OSP BATTLEFIELD IS NOT THIS RELIGIOUS THING EVEN OSP BATTLEFIELD IS IN URBAN URBAN CRIME CRIME AND EVEN FROM THAT ONLY THE VIOLENT CRIME THIS IS ONLY ONE THIRD OF THE POPULATION - ONLY ONE THIRD THE CRIMINAL QUANTUM IS ONE THIRD ONLY & IT'S HOLOCAUST HOLOCAUST ONCE A HOLOCAUST FOR THE GUILTY WHAT ABOUT THAT? A HOLOCAUST FOR THE GUILTY NEVER SEEN - NEVER HEARD ABOUT THIS IS THE REAL THING SACRIFICE WAS THE TEST OF IT WE CALL IT PROGROM PROGROM THAT'S THE RIGHT PRONUNCIATION OF IT: PROGROM THE OSP'S PROGROM IS THIS & ACCIDENTALLY I SWITCHED ON TO A TERENCE McKENNA VIDEO YESTERDAY EVENING WHILST MAKING MY KITCHEN WORK I'M DOING ALL THE KITCHEN WORK - I'M DOING ALL THE CLEANING IN THIS HOUSEHOLD I'M CHARLOTTE THE HOUSEWIFE CHARLOTTE THE HOUSEWIFE IN AN UNDERWEAR AND HOME SOCKS THAT'S MY MAIN IMAGE BUT I'M NOT PUTTING THAT ON VIDEO, MAY I & OH, GLOBAL - THEY CANNOT GET GLOBAL THEY DON'T HAVE THE POWER TO GO GLOBAL WE HAVE THE POWER FROM WITHIN BUT THEY DON'T HAVE THE POWER TO GO GLOBAL THEY'RE NOT ALL POWERFUL TO JUST DO IT GLOBAL ONE GLOBAL CIVILIZATION - THEY CANNOT DO THAT THEY ARE NOT THAT POWERFUL THEY ARE WORKING ON DIFFERENT TERRITORIES MAINLY THROUGH THE SOIL IT COMES FROM BELOW FROM BELOW THE SOIL YOU KNOW THESE ENTITIES THAT LIVE IN THE BALL WITHIN THOSE CREATE US ON THE SURFACE & AND THEN THERE ARE THE PLANTS GROWING ON THE SURFACE IT ALL GROWS FROM WITHIN THE SUN HELPS IT - BUT IT GROWS FROM WITHIN THE SUN IS INVOLVED - THE OUTER SUN SO THAT'S HOW IT GOES AND THEN ON THE SURFACE THAT'S WHAT TERENCE McKENNA SAYS THAT THE APE ATE THE MUSHROOM AND THEN THAT'S HOW EVERYTHING EVOLVED LINGUISTIC AND EVERYTHING HUMAN COMMUNICATION WAS GENERATED BY THE PSYLOCIBIN AND OTHER CHEMICALS THAT COME FROM THE SOIL - THE PLANTS WHAT THEY PUSH UP FOR US LIKE DAISIES & ANYTHING BUT THE TRUTH THE TRUE WITNESSES OF THIS ERA BEFORE THE JUDGES ARE TOLD: ANYTHING BUT THE TRUTH ATHEIST CHURCH CHANGED THE NOTHING TO ANYTHING THE DOUBLE NEGATION THE NEGATION OF NEGATION & JUST CAN'T DO WITHOUT THIS, RIGHT I HAVE TO SHOW MY ASS ALL THE TIME I TRY TO WORSHIP SATAN I'M HAPPY TO DO IT BUT I DON'T DO IT WELL BUT I'M SIMULATING IT ALRIGHT WATCHING NAUGHTY SCHOOLGIRLS WITH THEIR TEACHER OH I WAS SEARCHING MY G-SPOT IN MY ASS LONG LONG TIME COULDN'T FIND IT DON'T FIND IT - PROBABLY I DON'T HAVE IT & IT'S NOT THE SAME THING THE PENIS AND THE PHALLOS IT'S TWO DIFFERENT THINGS I HAVE MY PENIS YET BUT PHALLOS I LOST MY PHALLOS BY THE TERROR OF THE THREE M'S ALL OSIRIS NEEDS IS HIS PHALLOS OHH THE DESIRE - SYMBOLICALLY SPEAKING THE LIBIDO CONCRETELY SPEAKING WHAT IS 888 WITHOUT LIBIDO WHAT CAN IT BE HEY HEY - SOOO & CHARLOTTE - IT'S ALL ABOUT CHARLOTTE THIS IS ALL ABOUT CHARLOTTE THIS IS MY LABOUR MOVEMENT THIS IS MY LABOUR MOVEMENT THE BIRTH - THE BIRTH OF CHARLOTTE CAESARIAN - THE CAESARIAN BIRTH OF CHARLOTTE THE SUBTITLE IS: THE CAESARIAN REBIRTH OF CHARLOTTE & VERY VERY HARD VERY VERY HARD I HAVE NOTHING FEMININE IN ME I DON'T HAVE NOTHING MASCULINE EITHER I DON'T HAVE THESE FACTORS SO I HAVE A FREE CHOICE NOW - I CHOOSE AND THEN IT STARTS THE LABOUR MOVEMENT I CHOOSE TO BE A WOMAN LIKE BRADLEY MANNING EVERYTHING IS THERE EVERYONE IS READY & 'OF THE RED ALBUM THE SONG ALEPH' SO I HAVE TO TELL TO THIS SONG A STORY BESIDES ALL THE APHORISMS WHAT'S THE STORY WHAT'S THE STORY I FORGOT WHAT WAS THE STORY I'VE READ SOMETHING - HEARD SOMETHING I'VE SEEN SOMETHING ON TELEVISION WHAT WAS IT - WHICH ONE WAS IT SYRIA OR YEMEN - CAN'T RECALL SHIITE OR SUNNI - CAN'T RECALL OOO DOCTOR ALZHEIMER HELP ME HELP ME DOCTOR ALZHEIMER HELP ME DOCTOR