NOT A GLOBAL GREYNESS WHAT WE ADVERTISE WE ADVERTISE UNLIMITED EXTENSION AS SOON AS NUCLEAR REINCARNATION SETS IN A NUCLEAR REINCARNATION WILL SET IN WHEN THE DIFFERENCES DON'T WAGE WAR WITH EACH OTHER IT'S NOT SO FAR AS IT SEEMS THE POINT IS IF WE REACH IT BUT WE'RE ALMOST THERE AND THE LAST STEP IS THE HARDEST ONE ALWAYS THE HARDEST THE FIRST STEP IS THE EASIEST THE LAST STEP IS THE HARDEST IT'S VERY STRANGE BUT THAT'S HOW IT IS BECAUSE IT'S A WAR WITH GRAVITY AND AT THE END GRAVITY COMES WITH TOTAL POWER YOU ALMOST CANNOT MOVE ANY MORE & THAT'S WHAT I'M EXPERIENCING I BELIEVE I'M EXPERIENCING THE COSMIC SITUATION WHAT ELSE AM I EXPERIENCING MY OWN MISERABLE PHYSICAL REALITY? THAT'S WHAT YOU MEANT THIS IS MY PHYSICAL REALITY THIS VOID I FIND MYSELF IN IS MY PHYSICAL REALITY OH DON'T TELL ME THAT IT IS AN ALLEGORY I'M AN ALLEGORY I LIVE AS AN ALLEGORY AND I OF COURSE WILL DIE AS AN ALLEGORY AN ALLEGORY OF DEATH & NEW CONTRADICTIONS HAVE APPEARED WELCOME THE NEW CONTRADICTIONS NEW CONTRADICTIONS HAVE APPEARED WELCOME THE NEW CONTRADICTIONS I'M VERY GLAD TO MEET THEM I'M LOOKING FOR THEM ALL THE TIME BECAUSE I AM A CONTRADICTATOR IT'S LIKE THE ANTICHRIST THE CONTRADICTATOR HUU-HUUU-HUU I'M A HUNGRY WORD HUNGRY FOR CONTRADICTIONS NO NO NO NO NO NO NO THAT'S HOW WE START NO NO NO NO NO HERE COMES THE NEGATOR AND SAYS NOOO & THE MEDIA AGE IT'S ROOTED IN DRUIDISM OF COURSE ELECTRONICS DON'T CHANGE IT - DON’T CHANGE THE ORIGINAL POWER IT'S ALSO ELECTRONIC - DARK ELECTRONIC NOW WHAT YOU CALL DARK ELECTRONICA TIME IS WORKING BY THIS FUCKING MIRROR SYSTEM IT'S NOT REALLY CHANGING - IT'S MIRRORIZING IT HAD A LINEARITY, YES IT HAD A LINEARITY TILL 1984, YES AND SINCE 1984 SINCE IT COLLAPSED WE ARE COLLAPSING SINCE 1984 WE ARE ONLY COLLAPSING, DARLING JUST WE ARE COLLAPSING NOW AND WE ARE COLLAPSING NOW THE MOST THIRTY YEARS LATER THIS IS IT & IT'S NOT VISIBLE BECAUSE IT'S NOT LIKE AN EARTHQUAKE IT'S A MENTAL PROCESS IT FUNCTIONS THE SAME WAY AS AN EARTHQUAKE JUST THE DIFFERENCE IS THAT YOU DON'T FEEL IT OH WE MUST FEEL IT WE MUST FEEL IT MUST WE FEEL IT MUSTN'T WE FEEL IT NOW TELL ME TELL ME WHY THIS CONTRADICTION NOBODY TELLS US NOBODY TELLS US WHAT WE ARE NOBODY TELLS US WHAT WE ARE NOBODY TELLS US WHO WE ARE WHY WE ARE WHERE WE ARE THEY SAY HI, HOW ARE YOU THEY SAY HI, HOW ARE YOU & THE TERROR OF THE VACUUM IS NOT DIVINE THE TERROR OF THE VACUUM IS NOT DIVINE IT'S INFERNAL THE VACUUM IS INFERNAL THE INFERNAL VACUUM IS NOT DIVINE (ENOUGH) THE INFERNAL VACUUM (NOW ENOUGH) IT'S NOT DIVINE, ALRIGHT & THIS IS A VERY RESIGNATED VERSION OF THE SALUTE WHEN YOU DON'T GO BACK TO THE END OF IT THAT YOU DON'T SHOW THE BACKWARDS WHEN YOU GIVE UP WHEN YOU GIVE UP THEN YOU SALUTE LIKE THAT YOU STILL SALUTE LIKE THAT BUT DON'T HOPE ANY MORE SALUTE LIKE THAT AND THAN YOU SAY - THIS IS RESIGNATION - IT CAN HAPPEN ACTUALLY IT'S MY SALUTE OF TODAY & WHEN YOU WANT TO DANCE - AND THAT'S WHAT I WANT TO ANY MUSIC WILL DO YOU CAN DANCE TO ANYTHING YOU CAN DANCE TO ANY SOUND AND YOU CAN DANCE TO SILENCE YOU CAN DANCE ANY TIME ANYHOW DANCE IS FREE & THERE IS A WAR GOING ON HAVEN'T YOU NOTICED THERE IS A WAR GOING ON BETWEEN EAST AND WEST RIGHT NOW RIGHT NOW ON EARTH NOT NORTH AND SOUTH - BETWEEN EAST AND WEST ARABIA AND… WHAT ARE WE AMERICANS WE ARE AMERICANS I CAN'T EVEN GRASP IF I HAVE A NATIONALITY OF ANY SORT HERE I'M A CITIZEN BY MIRACLE I CANNOT LEARN THE RULES I'M A WORKING CLASS HERO, BABY I'M A WORKING CLASS HERO DON'T HAVE THE PATIENCE TO ACCOMMODATE AND I SO MUCH DON'T BELIEVE IN THE SYSTEM I DON'T BELIEVE IN THE SYSTEM IN ANYTHING IN IT THAT'S WHY I DIDN'T ASK FOR ASYLUM WHEN I SHOULD HAVE AND THAT PUT ME IN A JEOPARDY OF LIFE FOR DECADES BUT I JUST DIDN'T THINK I HAVE TO I DIDN'T THINK I HAVE TO & THIS IS THIS VERY HEARTBREAKING SONG I SHOULD BE VERY PATHETIC ABOUT AGAIN BUT NO I WON'T I WANT TO FINISH THIS TOPIC MAY I FINISH ONCE SOMETHING MAY I FINISH A TOPIC ONCE INSTEAD OF ASSOCIATING ME WITH ANYTHING & YES THAT'S MY OWN PERSONAL STORY DOESN'T BELONG HERE I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT PATRIOTISM I'M THE BORN ANTIPATRIOT I BELIEVE I IMMENSELY HATED MY MOTHER COUNTRY WHERE I GREW UP IMMENSE TOTAL HATE I HAD FOR IT UNFORGIVING AND AFTER I LEFT IT AND WENT INTO EMIGRATION THEN I DIDN'T CHANGE MY MIND I JUST HATED IT EVEN MORE AND EVEN MORE SO NOSTALGIA I REALLY NONE I EVER HAD FOR "IN A LAND THAT KNOWS NO PARTING BLUE EYES CRYING IN THE RAIN" & DO WHAT YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU CAN, HE SAYS, DO WHAT YOU CAN DON'T WORRY ABOUT WHAT YOU CANNOT DO WHAT YOU CAN DO THAT AND WHAT I CAN IS NEXT TO NOTHING SO I DO THAT I PROVIDE MY KITCHEN AND GET MY CIGARETTES MAINLY AND THAT'S MY DAY OH HOW SAID - YES IT IS AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT MORE IF I COULD KEEP THIS ON THAT LEVEL FOR EVER I WOULDN'T MIND IF IT WOULDN'T GO WORSE THAN THAT BUT IT GOES ALWAYS WORSE BECAUSE COMES THE SICKNESSES AND THE MENACES THE FEARS AND THE MADNESS AND THE CONSTANT MISERY & SO WHAT IS EXPECTED THEN I'M EXPECTED TO DANCE YOU CANNOT DANCE TO MISERY YOU CANNOT DANCE TO MALADY YOU CANNOT DANCE TO MADNESS WHAT YOU CAN DO - WHAT YOU CAN DANCE TO MUSIC IS NOT THERE MUSIC IS HALLUCINATION FOR ME MUSIC IS HALLUCINATION I DON'T LIVE IT'S LIKE IN A DREAM WHEN YOU HEAR IN A DREAM VERY OFTEN YOU HEAR MUSIC IN A DREAM EVEN NON-MUSICIANS PERFECT MUSICS YOU CAN HEAR AUDIOLIZE I BELIEVE I HEAR IT I ENJOY IT BUT I'M UNSURE IF IT EXISTS I'M SO VERY UNCERTAIN IN EVERYTHING I CAN SAY KILL THE CRIME I'M NOT UNCERTAIN IN THAT KILL THE CRIME - BUT IT'S STILL VERY ABSTRACT, RIGHT IT'S STILL VERY ABSTRACT SOMEWHERE IT'S STILL VERY ABSTRACT SOMEWHERE IT'S VERY ABSTRACT KILL THE CRIME ALRIGHT - HOW "I'M LONESOME, I'M BLUE I'LL NEVER GET BY WITHOUT YOU" & CONFESSION TO THE WALL CONFESSION TO THE WALL CONFESSION TO THE WALL HOW DO YOU DEAL WITH SOMEONE OSH YOU HAVE TO TELL ME BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH SOMEONE WHO CONSIDERS THE HIGHLIGHT OF HIS LIFE IF HE DOESN'T HAVE TO LEAVE THE ROOM THOSE ARE HIS HAPPIEST DAYS DOES NOT HAVE TO GO SOMEWHERE NOW I AM NOT A HOMEBOY I AM NOT A HOMEBOY I AM NOT A HOMEBOY DOING SOMETHING PLEASURABLE AT HOME VERY SELDOM WATCHING EVEN TELEVISION ONLY IN FINAL NEED IF THERE IS SOME NEWS FOR EXAMPLE THEN I WATCH TELEVISION THE NEWS THE NEWS NOT MUCH ELSE I CAN'T WATCH A MOVIE ANY MORE I'M JUST SATISFIED WITH KNOWING ABOUT WHAT'S HAPPENING I DON'T WANT TO SEE IT I DON'T WANT TO SEE IT & I NEED A VIOLENT RELEASE POSITIVELY VIOLENT NEGATIVELY VIOLENT WON'T WORK ANY MORE I REFUSE IT THAT I NEED A NEGATIVE PUSH LIKE SOME CATASTROPHE THAT MAKES ME MOVE NO THEY ARE BLACKMAILING ME OH DOCTOR DOCTOR DOCTOR DOCTOR MY DEMONS ARE BLACKMAILING ME I NEED A POSITIVE PUSH BUT I CAN'T CREATE IT HAVE TO FORCE ME TO SOMETHING TO DO AND THEN I DO IT BECAUSE I'M A HERMIT BY VOCATION I'M A HERMIT I'M A HERMIT & I'M BORED OF SHOWING GESTURES I'M BORED OF SAYING WORDS I'M BORED OF STANDING ON MY FEET AT ALL I DON'T UNDERSTAND AM I DEAD OR AM I ALIVE BECAUSE IF I'M DEAD WHY DON'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE IF I'M ALIVE THEN LET ME DIE SO NEGATIVE I AM SO NEGATIVE YOU SEE HOW NEGATIVE HOW NEGATIVE SO WHAT COULD I DO WITH YOU SO WHAT CAN I DO WITH YOU WHAT CAN I DO WITH HIM MY ONLY SINGLE CONCERN IS THE COLLECTIVE ARS MORIENDI THE QUALITY'S ARS MORIENDI IN QUANTITY & NOW IT DOESN’T MATTER WHAT I SAY I'M VERY AFRAID OF SAYING SOMETHING THAT IRRITATES THE POLICE OR SOMEONE THE GOVERNMENT I DON'T WANT TO UNDERGO ANY EXTRA PUNISHMENT I HAVE ENOUGH OF THE COSMIC ONE I DON'T NEED EARTHLY PUNISHMENT TO IT ON THE TOP OF IT ALL I WOULDN'T DO ANYTHING TO DEFEND MY THESES I WOULD DENY ANYTHING I WOULD BETRAY ANYONE RUNNING FOR ELECTIONS THAT'S HOW YOU RUN FOR ELECTIONS YOU RUN YOU RUN YOU RUN & WELL A PLANET THAT CARRIES LIFE ON IT MUST BE SULLEN, RIGHT LIFE IS A DISEASE A DISEASE ITSELF LIFE IT'S A PLANETARY DISEASE A DISEASE OF THE PLANET AN INFECTION OF THE PLANET THERE IS NOWHERE ELSE LIFE - IT'S AN INFECTION OF OUR PLANET "IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE WAY I'M LIVIN' YOU JUST LEAVE THIS LONG-HAIRED COUNTRY BOY ALONE" I KNOW IT'S RIDICULOUS TALK TO YOURSELF MEANINGFULLY YOU CAN TALK TO YOURSELF BLA-BLA-BLA-BLAH BUT TALK TO YOURSELF MEANINGFULLY IS THE REAL MADNESS THAT'S THE ONLY REASON THE CAMERA IS ON THAT I TALK TO MYSELF AT LEAST A LITTLE BIT LOUDER STILL SWALLOWING THE WORDS AND HATE TO SPEAK IT OUT BUT IT'S A LITTLE BIT LOUDER THAN THE SILENT MEDITATION WHEN I'M TALKING TO MYSELF ALL THE SHIT WHAT I'M TELLING TO MYSELF THE SHITS I'M TELLING TO MYSELF & THE MOUTH IS A GATE OF CENSORSHIP SO WHAT YOU SPEAK OUT IS ALREADY CENSORED IT'S NOT WHAT YOU REALLY THINK I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT THE VOICE PRAXIS I'M TALKING ABOUT THE MOUTH WHEN IT OPENS HU-HUU HA-HEE-HA TARAP-TA-DO