I LIKE TO COLLAPSE NOTHING I LIKE MORE THAN TO COLLAPSE I DON'T HAVE TO DO NOTHING THEN I'M JUST COLLAPSED THE FEAR OF LIVING WHAT THE DEAD HAVE IS CONSUMING THE SWEET SOUL OF THE ZOMBIE THE SWEET SOUL OF THE ZOMBIE & IN EVERY VIDEO I HAVE TO WRITE AT LEAST ONE COMPLETE SONG SAY ONE APHORISM ONE KOAN ONE POLITICAL REFERENCE ONE CONFESSIONAL IT'S A DUTY IT'S A DUTY WORK I DON'T KNOW NOTHING ELSE NOTHING ELSE ALL I EVER HAD WAS DUTY ALL I EVER HAD WAS DUTY LIKE A SOLDIER OOOO OBEYING OBEYING TO THE MOST ABSURD COMMANDS OSSSHH & "SAGT ER DANN ZU MEINER ZEIT GAB ES SO WAS NICHT DANN FRAG' ICH VOLL BESCHEIDENHEIT MIT LÄCHELNDEM GESICHT" CHARLOTTE'S IDEAL ORIGINAL IDEAL OF THE WOMAN WAS ZARAH LEANDER AND MORE THAN MARLENE THE SURROGATE MOTHER OF CHARLOTTE IS ZARAH LEANDER AND ALL SHE EVER WANTED TO BE WAS A ZARAH LEANDER IMPERSONATOR WITH THAT HAIR AND HOLDING AND ATTITUDE AND WISDOM AND BEAUTY DRIVEN WOMAN LIKE ZARAH AND A CAREERIST ABSOLUTE CAREERIST THE LOYALTY OF MARLENE TO THE WORLD SHE'S THE FIRST PATRON SAINT OF TREASON BUT WON'T BE EASILY FORGIVEN THESE BIG STARS ARE LIKE AVENGING ANGELS THEY CAUSE SO MUCH HARM NOTHING CAUSES SO MUCH HARM THEN A STAR & JAWOHL - THIS IS HILDEGARD KNEF IT'S A GOOD NAME LONGER FORENAMES FIRST NAMES AND VERY SHORT ONE-SYLLABLE SECOND NAMES ARE USUALLY MATCHING CHRISTOPHER LEE IS ONE VERY MATCHING EXAMPLE FOR THAT NAME MATTERS A LOT NOTHING IN THE WORLD MATTERS MORE FOR A HUMAN BEING BECAUSE HUMAN BEINGS UNLIKE LIONS AND OTHER ANIMALS HUMAN BEINGS HAVE IDENTITY THEY ALL ARE AN INDIVIDUAL DIFFERENT DIFFERENT IDENTITY DIFFERS THAT'S WHY WE HAVE IDENTITY BECAUSE WE ARE NOT LIKE THE ANIMALS NOT ALL THE SAME & THIS IS CODED SINCE VERY OLD TIMES NOW WE HAVE THIS SUPERCODE AND THEY WILL BUILD IT INTO YOUR ARM MICROCHIP WILL DEFINE YOU THAT'S WHAT THEY ARE SO AFRAID OF THESE NEW RIGHT LEFT-RIGHTS RIGHT-LEFTS - THEY ARE VERY AFRAID OF THIS MICROCHIP IT'S A RIGHTIST IDEA BUT YOU DON'T SEE THE DIFFERENCE THERE ANY MORE WHEN IT COMES TO THE TOTALITARIAN CORE OF IT YOU DON'T SEE THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN FASCISM AND COMMUNISM OR CAPITALISM FOR THAT MATTER IT'S JUST ONE SYSTEM FROM THAT POINT & HILDEGARD KNEF WAS FIFTIES ALL THESE THREE WOMEN WERE VERY SEX-REVOLUTIONARIES THEY REVOLUTIONALIZED SEX HILDEGARD KNEF APPEARED NUDE IN THIS MOVIE OF HERS IN 1950 YOU SHOULDN'T SEE THE NUDITY JUST YOU SHOULD SEE THAT SHE HAS NO CLOTHES ON NO SEX INVOLVED AT ALL AND THAT WAS ENOUGH 'SPIEL! DREI FRAUEN OF OLD AND NEUE GERMANIA GÖBBELS' FAVE ZARAH LEANDER DEBUTANT AVEC KANN DENN LIEBE SÜNDE SEIN FROM A 1938 COMEDY DER BLAUFUCHS" & YOU CAN DO ANYTHING WITH THE SALUTE YOU CAN START IT FROM A JUGENDSTIEL POSTURE AND GIVE IT IN BAUHAUS STYLE AHH - OOOOOH "QUI SERA NEUE DEUTSCHE WELLE FROM THE EARLY EIGHTIES COMMENÇANT AVEC UN COVER OF THE AFOREHEARD MARLENE DIETRICH TUNE ADOPTED BY DEUTSCH AMERICANISCHE FREUNDSCHAFT" SO YOU EVEN CAN DO THIS THAT IF YOU DON'T WANT TO GO BACK BUT YOU ARE FULL OF DOUBTS OR TOO TIRED TO SIMULATE TOTAL FAITH THEN YOU CAN CUT SHORT THE BACKWARD GESTURE AND DON'T SHOW BACKWARDS IF YOU DON'T REALLY BELIEVE IN IT OKAY, JUST PUT YOUR CLOSED FIST TO THE FOREHEAD IN AN EXPRESSION OF DESPAIR - IT'S STYLISH TOO "DA-DA-DA" OF COURSE THE GROIN START IS THE MOST COMFORTABLE ALWAYS IT'S GROIN - SALUTE - FOREHEAD "DA-DA-DA" THE HUMAN SPECIE HAS TAKEN THE STANDING POSTURE SO THE TRIANGLE IS NOW VERTICAL "DA-DA-DA DA-DA-DA" & GÖBBELS TOLD HER ONCE THAT ZARAH IS A JEWISH NAME, ISN'T IT AND SHE SAID THAT SO IS JOSEPH & OOWAH OOWAH HERE IS YOUR FAVOURITE SONG CHARLOTTE DANCE CHARLOTTE CHARLOTTE DANCE CHARLOTTE NEUN UND NEUNZIG LUFTBALLONS CHARLOTTE BE HAPPY DJ HELMUT ONLY WANTS YOU TO DANCE THAT'S ALL WHY HE PRODUCES YOU THESE SHOWS HE PRODUCES IT FOR YOU CHARLOTTE THAT YOU ENJOY THEM IN THE BODY THAT YOU FEEL IT HEY HA-HOO & I ALWAYS DO WHAT I WANT I'M NOT SERVING NO ONE IT'S HORRIBLE IT'S HORRIBLE I'D RATHER BE A SLAVE THAN THIS FREE MAN I'D RATHER BE A SLAVE THAN THIS FREE MAN HERE DOING WHAT YOU WANT AND HE WANTS TO DO NOTHING THIS VERY FREE MAN THIS VERY FREE MAN FROM TIBET & I HAVE A COUPLE OF SPIRIT GUIDES - I DON'T DENY IT DESPITE THAT I DON'T GO NOWHERE I HAVE SPIRIT GUIDES IN MY STAGNATION BECAUSE I'M TRAVELING YOU KNOW I'M TRAVELING STAGNATING I'M LIKE A DRUG ADDICT - ADDICTED TO SOLITUDE I LIKE TO BE THE LEADER OF THE SOLITARY I BELIEVE IN THIS OTHER DIMENSION WHEREIN I PERFORM & 'I AM THE BLOODY EARTH SEE YOU NEXT FRIDAY' OH MY DYING BRIDE CHARLOTTE - MY DYING BRIDE HAS A CONFESSION TO MAKE WHAT CAN YOU DO WITHOUT IDENTITY WITHOUT IDENTITY WITHOUT AN IDENTIFIABLE IDENTITY THE PEOPLE LOOK AT ME WITH SO MUCH HATE BECAUSE THEY CANNOT IDENTIFY ME WITH THE CONTRASTS I'M PROJECTING INVOLUNTARILY - I CANNOT HELP IT I'M TRYING TO CONCEAL IT AS MUCH AS I CAN THE CONTRAST FOR EXAMPLE THE HAIRDO AND THE AGE JUST TO TAKE THE BASIC THING I DO NOT HAVE THE DEFENCE OF THE AURA & FAME IS LIKE THE AURA - FAME DEFENDS YOU BE HAPPY TO BE ASSAULTED FOR FAME AND NOT FOR UNFAME I'M DOING THAT PART INSULTED WITH NO REASON OR TO BE INSULTED BECAUSE YOU ARE SOMEBODY IT'S A VERY DIFFERENT EXPERIENCE "99 LUFTBALLONS" & THE FEAR OF GETTING BETTER THIS TERRIFYING FEAR - THE FEAR FROM GETTING BETTER I'M INTIMIDATED I'M TOO INTIMIDATED I'D RATHER BE WRONG I'D RATHER BE WRONG I WANNA BE JUSTLY PUNISHED I WANNA BE JUSTLY PUNISHED I WANNA BE WRONG - SO THAT I DESERVE IT IT COMES FROM THE CHRIST - THIS ATTITUDE IT'S TYPICALLY CHRIST THE LOSER OF THE SUFFER OF THE INNOCENT OOH I DON'T WANNA GET BETTER BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO SUFFER INNOCENTLY I WANT TO SUFFER I WANT TO SUFFER AS GUILTY AS GUILTY HE-HEY PLAY IT GUILTY PLEAD IT GUILTY WHILST CONCEALING YOUR INNOCENCE UR, THIS IS A MESSAGE TO YOU, UR I KNOW YOU ARE I KNOW YOU ARE PLAY IT GUILTY KEEP IT INNOCENT & YOU HAVE TO DECEIVE IT YOU HAVE TO CONQUER HUMAN RACE YOU HAVE TO DECEIVE IT NEVER TELL ANYTHING TRUE NEVER SHOW ANY SIGN OF TRUE FEELINGS OR EMOTIONS YOU HAVE TO BE A SPY AN ACTOR IT'S A DIVINE THRILLER OUR LIFE DIVINE THRILLER - THAT'S THE BEST TO PERCEIVE IT IN THE HORRORS THE HORRORS & SWANS IS PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND WHO COULD BE GREATER WHO COULD BE GREATER SWANS - THEY ARE THE GREATEST BAND PROBABLY OF ALL TIMES THAT'S DARING TO SAY, DJ 'THE TRACK CALLED YOU FUCKING PEOPLE MAKE ME SICK WAS TIRÉ FROM A NEW RELEASE BY THE TITLE MY FATHER WILL GUIDE ME UP A ROPE TO THE SKY' & IF I COULD DANCE WITH HIM IF I COULD DANCE WITH HIM THAT WOULD BE THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY ALLEGED LIFE THE LOVE OF CHARLOTTE IS HIM NOT SOMEONE ELSE - HE IS THE ONE CHARLOTTE LOVES HIM - HE'S A WHORE OF BABYLON SPIEL SAYS: I CANNOT SPIEL SAYS: I'M SO SICK I'M FULL OF PROBLEMS I'M OLD AND I'M POOR HE IS JUST LAMENTING SPIEL! THE OVERNATIONAL SOCIALIST PARTY IS A MISERABLE WRECK BUT CHARLOTTE HAS NOTHING COMMON WITH HIM, DOES SHE CHARLOTTE CHARLOTTE KILL HIM KILL THE 24 CHARLOTTE KILL THE 24 CHARLOTTE & THREE TIMES EIGHT IS NOT EQUAL TWENTY-FOUR BUT IT EQUALS ITSELF THREE TIMES EIGHT EQUALS ONE EIGHT EIGHT PLUS EIGHT PLUS EIGHT IS EIGHT THAT'S THE FORMULA EIGHT PLUS EIGHT PLUS EIGHT EQUALS EIGHT & THIS BEAUTIFUL GOTHIC BLACKMETAL OH THIS BEAUTIFUL GOTHIC BLACKMETAL YOU CAN TORMENT WITH TWO THINGS CAN TORMENT WITH NOISE THIS IS VERY ATONAL AND WITH MELODY - MELODY IS THE SAME TORMENT THERE IS ALWAYS A FREE CHOICE NO NO NO NO IT'S NOT A WRONG WAY OR A RIGHT WAY THERE ARE TWO WAYS - IT'S NOT WRONG OR RIGHT EITHER IS WRONG, EITHER IS RIGHT TWO WAYS CANNOT BE ANYTHING IT CANNOT HAVE TWO WAYS - WHY WE HAVE TWO WAYS FUCKING TESTING GROUND OF YOURS & ANATHEMA IS ONE OF THE CRUELLEST BANDS AROUND THE CAVANAGH BROTHERS - THEY ARE THE STRANGEST GENES THE STRANGEST GENES OF THE VAMPIRIUM THE VAMPIRIUM EXISTS - IT'S A FICTITIOUS KINGDOM THE VAMPIRIUM HEY HOO-HOO HIM IS A VAMPIRE - THAT'S WHY I'M ATTRACTED TO HIM WE ARE ALL ATTRACTED TO THE VAMPIRES THE VAMPIRES I DON'T BELIEVE THERE WOULD BE GENETIC EVOLUTION WITHOUT DRACULA - WITHOUT THE TEACHINGS OF NOSFERATU WE WOULDN'T BE SO ADVANCED IN GENETICS THAT'S HOW SYMBOLISM HELPS SCIENCE ALWAYS ART ALWAYS HELPS SCIENCE ART IMAGINES THINGS AND SCIENCE MATERIALIZES IT THAT'S WHY IT'S VERY GOOD TO BE VERY UTOPIAN VERY FAR-REACHING & THAT'S WHY I'M REACHING SO FAR WITH MY UTOPIA OF OVERNATIONAL SOCIALISM IT'S A UTOPIA - IT'S AN EXISTING UTOPIA AS LONG AS I EXIST THE OVERNATIONAL SOCIALIST PARTY EXISTS JUST LET'S FACE IT LET'S FACE IT WE NEVER STARTED OUT WE NEVER STARTED OUT NEVER STARTED OUT WITHOUT MEMBERS AT ALL, DID WE THERE WERE ALWAYS SEVEN TEN TWELVE BUT WE NEVER TRIED IT OUT THAT ABSOLUTELY NO MEMBERS ABSOLUTELY NO MEMBERS A PARTY WITHOUT MEMBERS A PARTY WITHOUT MEMBERS BECAUSE IT'S NOT - TECHNICALLY WAS NOT POSSIBLE TO COLLECT MEMBERS THAT'S WHY THE PARTY HAS NO MEMBERS NOBODY COLLABORATED WITH ME ON IT AND ALONE - I'M JUST TOO TIRED & THE THEORY - THE THEORY IS MORE THAN ENOUGH THE THEORY, OSH, IT'S MORE THAN ENOUGH OSH - WHERE IS MY WILL WHERE IS MY WILL AS THEY ENLIGHTENED ME AS THESE FUCKING DARK POWERS ENLIGHTENED ME THIS FUCKING LUCIFER WITH HER LUCIFERIAN LIGHT LUCIFER ENLIGHTENED ME THE ANGEL OF LIGHT THE ANGEL OF LIGHT ENLIGHTENED ME I JUST CALL IT A CURSE JUST CALL IT THE SPELL ENLIGHTENMENT & THINGS EVOLVE ALWAYS IN A STRAIGHT LINE IT'S NOT SYMBOLICAL THIS MIGHT BE SYMBOLICAL BUT THIS IS NOT SYMBOLICAL