HE KEEPS ON TELLING ME THAT EVERYTHING DEPENDS ON THE LIBIDO HAVE THE LIBIDO AND YOU WILL HAVE EVERYTHING BUT HE DOESN'T TELL ME HOW NOT A WORD NOT AN INDICATOR I CERTAINLY WON'T GET LIBIDO BY WATCHING PORNS DOESN'T HELP IT AT ALL AND ALL I CAN TALK ABOUT IS MY LIBIDO MY LACK OF LIBIDO THAT'S WHAT I LIKE TO TALK ABOUT THE MOST FAVOURITE TOPIC BECAUSE I'M A MASOCHIST ENJOY THE THREE M'S - I ENJOY THEM BECAUSE I'M A MASOCHIST & AH I DON'T BELIEVE HOW HE SPEAKS JUST CAN'T GET USED TO IT HE WANTS TO SELL HIMSELF AS VERY BAD BECAUSE HE THINKS ANTICHRIST HAS TO BE VERY BAD THE CHRIST IS VERY GOOD - ANTICHRIST IS VERY BAD, RIGHT SO HE'S TRYING TO BE VERY BAD BUT HE CANNOT - HE CAN'T PLAY IT NO HE IS NOT GOOD - HE'S NOTHING THIRD PERSON OF THE ONE PERSON HE'S NOT BAD OR GOOD BUT NOTHING & THE GOOD AND THE BAD SEPARATES MANKIND THE THIRD PART - THIS ONE THIRD THAT YOU CALL THE ELECT VERY VERY CORRECTLY THE ELECT IS NOTHING IT'S NEITHER GOOD NOR BAD BEYOND LIKE THE BEYOND REALLY BEYOND BEYOND GOOD AND EVIL - THAT'S ALL NOTHING CHANGED SINCE NOR EVER WILL NOT IN THIS DIMENSION BUT THOSE ONE THIRD DON'T TAKE PART IT'S AN OTHER - THE POLITICAL CHOICES IS ANOTHER QUESTION AND THAT DEPENDS ON YOUR CHARACTER YOUR CHARACTER ONLY HAS TO BE CONSEQUENT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT SIDE YOU TAKE JUST BE CONSEQUENT AND THEN YOU'RE OKAY BUT THE ONE THIRD YOU CALL THE ELECT IS NOWHERE IT'S NOTHING THOSE ARE THE CHILDREN OF NONE ONE THIRD ARE THE CHILDREN OF NONE & WHAT PORN CAN PROVIDE HOWEVER THAT IT MAKES LIFE LOOK HEALTHY THAT'S THE MAIN DELUSION OF PORN AVERAGE PORN - THERE IS THE SICK PORN OF COURSE DOMINANTLY TODAY BUT THE ORIGINAL IDEA OF PORN WAS NOT TORTURE AND MURDER BUT SEX IT PROMOTES A HEALTHY LIFESTYLE WHERE FOR EXAMPLE JEALOUSY DOESN'T LOOK LIKE VERY MUCH PRESENT IN THESE GANG BANG VIDEOS FOR EXAMPLE JEALOUSY FACTOR POSSESSION FACTOR THE PEOPLE THAT POSSESS EACH OTHER'S BODY MIND IS OKAY - MIND YOU CAN BUT THE BODY? MARRIAGE IS A MENTAL UNION NOT A BODILY UNION TWO SOULS UNITE IN A MARRIAGE - NOT TWO BODIES UNLIKE THE EAST THE EAST WHERE THEY SELL THEIR DAUGHTERS BECAUSE THEY ARE SO POOR OH & THE FIRST ENEMY ARE THOSE THAT ABUSE PORN THIS CHURCH IS BUILT TO SAVE SEX SO GO BACK TO THE GOOD OLD DAYS I'M NOT GONNA HAVE A REFERENCE FOR THE SITUATION OF TODAY I WILL ALWAYS REFER TO THE ERAS PAST BEFORE 1984 AND THAT'S IT 1984 DIDN'T HAPPEN FROM ONE YEAR TO THE OTHER IT WAS VERY WELL PREPARED 1984 IS AN EXPLOSION - IS A TIME EXPLOSION THAT WILL JUST GO ON YET FOR A LONG LONG TIME IT'S A BIG EXPLOSION THE DEATH OF TIME - IT CAUSES AN ERUPTION AN ERUPTION OF SPACE IN THE PLACE OF IT AFTER THE DEATH OF TIME THE LINES CANNOT BE DRAWN THERE'S NOWHERE TO DRAW A LINE SODOM IS NOW NOT A CITY IT'S A LAYER ON THE INTERNET- IN THE AIR IT'S NOT ONE CITY THAT LAYER HAS TO BE CLEANSED WHERE THE DEVIL MINGLES WITH THE ANGELS & NOW DON'T MIX IT UP IT'S VERY DIFFICULT TO MAKE THE DIFFERENCES CLEAR ANY MORE BUT DON'T MIX UP THE DEVIL WITH SATAN - IF YOU CAN IN 1984 HAPPENED THE INFERNAL PUTSCH WHEN THE DEMONS DETHRONED LUCIFER I HOPE I'M TELLING SOMETHING NEW NOW I REPORTED IT RIGHT AWAY - PUT IT IN MY DRAWER IT'S CALLED THE INFERNAL PUTSCH IT'S A FILM SCRIPT THE DEMONS DETHRONING SATAN AND SATAN IS CHAINED WHICH MEANS MISINTERPRETED MISINTERPRETED - LUCIFER IS MISINTERPRETED IDENTIFIED WITH THE DEVIL EXACTLY, YA SINCE 1984 THERE ARE NO MORE GENERATIONS SINCE 1984 THERE ARE NO MORE GENERATIONS SINCE 1984 THERE ARE NO MORE GENERATIONS & WHAT YOU WANT TO KNOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANNA KNOW SO HOW CAN I WANT TO KNOW IT I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANNA KNOW SO HOW CAN I WANT TO KNOW IT I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANNA KNOW SO HOW CAN I WANT TO KNOW IT & THE IGNORANCE YOU HAVE TO UNDERTAKE WHEN YOU PERFORM TO OSH PRAYER IS LONELY PRAYER IS WHEN YOU TRY TO TALK TO YOURSELF IT DOESN'T NEED A PARTNER OR A WITNESS THE SADDEST VIEW OF COURSE THE SADDEST VIEW WHEN YOU PRAY TO GOD YOU PRAY TO YOURSELF IN THE CONCEPT OF THE GOD HEAD YOU PRAY TO BY A NAME OF IT - WE ALWAYS NAME GODS WE LIKE TO NAME GODS ALL THE GODS HAVE A NAME & LIKE OSH STILL HAS A NAME IT'S NOT ANY MORE A NAME BECAUSE IT'S SO FUNCTIONAL BUT WE STILL CALL IT BY THE LETTERS BY THE LETTERS - TWO LETTERS OF OSH IT'S "O" AND "SH" AND SUPERIMPOSED BY THE CHRONOGRAPHIC ALPHABET THE CHRONOGRAPHIC ALPHABET THAT GIVES OUT THE OCTAGRAM IF YOU SUPERIMPOSE THESE TWO LETTERS & IT'S A CHRONOGRAPHIC WRITING SYSTEM IN SQUARE BY THE CLOCK NUMBERS IT LOOKS VERY NICE - EASY TO LEARN I BELIEVE I NEVER COULD - BUT I CANNOT LEARN ANYTHING I'M AN ANTI-MEASUREMENT I CANNOT LEARN A THING I WAS AUTISTIC WHEN I WAS YOUNG AND NOW I HAVE ALZHEIMER DISEASE THAT'S MY LIFE-SPAN FROM AUTISM TO ALZHEIMER DISEASE MY BRIDGE & "WELL I WONDER, WELL I WONDER WHERE I AM" OTHER PLACEMENT BESIDE THE HIPS AND ELSE CAN BE THIS SHOULDER - & HOW WE CAN PROFIT FROM MISERY THAT'S WHAT WE ARE MEASURED BY WE OUGHT TO PROFIT FROM MISERY AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I'VE BEEN SPENDING MY LIFE ON DOING I WAS LEARNING HOW TO PROFIT FROM MISERY AND I DIDN'T LEARN A THING THERE IS A BASIC QUOTIENT TO MISERY AND THAT'S THE DEATH FACTOR EVERY MORTAL HAS TO DIE THAT'S A MISERABLE EXISTENCE THAT CANNOT GO ON FOR EVER - PROVIDED IT'S GOOD MOSTLY IT'S BAD SO IT'S NO PROBLEM DEATH IS NEVER BEAUTIFUL REALLY NEVER BEAUTIFUL ENOUGH IT'S A NEGATIVE THING TO DIE IS NEGATIVE AND QUESTIONS EVERYTHING & THESE ARE THE BOYS NOW I HAD A BLOCK OF THE GIRLS AND NOW I HAVE A BLOCK OF THE BOYS THIS IS THE CRAMPS AND THERE WAS MISFITS COMING RAMONES - THERE WAS NO RAMONE GIRL, WAS THERE JUST FOR A SECOND & THE ENEMY IS HUGER AND CLOSER THAN EVER WE MUST ABSOLUTELY HURRY UP AND WHAT AM I DOING WORKSHIPPING ALONE WHAT BETTER CAN I DO FRANKLY, WHAT BETTER DO I WANT TO DO AND THEN HE SAYS: YOU'RE ONLY PROFITING FROM YOUR MISERY YOU'RE FUNCTIONING WELL - YOU'RE STILL PROFITING FROM YOUR MISERY AFTER ALL THOSE YEARS ALL THE RAMONES DIED ALL OF THEM DIED - AND THE CRAMPS TOO THE CRAMPS TOO & I'M SO TIRED I'M TOO TIRED TO ARGUE ABOUT MY OWN PROFIT FROM MISERY I'M NOT CONTRIBUTING - I'M NOT WORTHWHILE ENOUGH TO CONTRIBUTE I'M JUST DOING MY OWN PRIVATE PROFIT PRAYING FOR THE ABSOLUTION TO OSH WHO APPARENTLY DOESN'T EXIST HE ONLY IS BUT EXISTS NOT OSH ONLY IS BUT EXISTS NOT & I NEVER WANTED TO BE FREE IT IS A PUNISHMENT IT IS A DAMNATION A CURSE A SPELL HEY HEY NOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT FREEDOM EQUALS SLAVERY FREEDOM EQUALS SLAVERY DON'T MAKE A MISTAKE ABOUT IT AGAIN IT WAS THE LAST ONE AND TO SERVE NONE IS THE GREATEST SERVICE OF ALL TO SERVE NONE MEANS WE SERVE OURSELVES TO SERVE OURSELVES BY ITS IDEAL THAT'S OSH - OSH IS WITHIN US WE JUST BREATHE IT OUT - AND BREATHE IT IN & ANATHEMA - SYMPHONIC BLACKMETAL STARTED HERE WITH THIS TRANSITORY UNIT OPPOSITION WAS BETWEEN LET'S SAY MY DYING BRIDE AND VENOM LET'S SAY THAT'S A LARGE LARGE STRETCH WHEN IT REDUCES THEN IT ALSO EXPANDS - IT'S ANTIMATTER THE SPIRITUAL PART OF EVOLUTION HAPPENS IN THE ANTIMATTER THE GAP BETWEEN VENOM AND, LET'S SAY, MY DYING BRIDE IS INCREDIBLY HUGE BUT WITHIN AN INCREDIBLY NARROW CONTEXT THE CONTEXT NARROWS - THE GAP EXPANDS IT'S A NUCLEAR PROCESS I GUESS & YOU WORSHIP MONEY BY DRAWING DOLLAR SIGNS IN THE AIR REMEMBER THAT'S THE WAY TO WORSHIP MONEY PUT INVERTED DOLLAR SIGNS IN THE AIR AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS & I'M A MEMBER OF THE ASYLUM ON yOUtUBE ALL THE MADS ARE NOW FREE - AND I AM ONE OF THEM FORTUNATELY I DON'T HAVE VIEWERS BUT STILL IT'S AN AWFUL SITUATION OH OH OH HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A SADDER IMAGE THAN BEGGING FOR LIBIDO