THE DALAI LAMA SAID THE DALAI LAMA SAID THE DALAI LAMA SAID I'M WATCHING THESE TIBET DOCUMENTARIES VERY OFTEN IT'S MY FAVOURITE COUNTRY THE SECOND MOST FREQUENT TOPIC I'M WATCHING THE FIRST MOST FREQUENT TOPIC I'M WATCHING IS PORNOGRAPHY AND THERE IS ALSO THE MUSIC BUT THAT'S ANOTHER QUESTION PORNOGRAPHY AND ROCK AND ROLL AND TIBET THIS IS THE REAL SEQUENCE OF IT AND THEY DON'T FORM A TRINITY ANYHOW I TRY - I'M TRYING IT BUT THE DALAI LAMA SAYS THAT WHEN YOU REACH BUDDHAHOOD WHEN YOU BECOME THE BUDDHA - THE TOTAL ENLIGHTENMENT YOU'LL DON'T HAVE TO DO NOTHING HE SAYS, THE DALAI LAMA THAT WHEN YOU REACHED BUDDHAHOOD IT'S VERY HARD WORK VERY HARD WAY LOTS OF WORK TO REACH IT BUT WHEN YOU REACHED IT AFTER IT YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO NOTHING & AND I REALIZED - MANY THINGS I REALIZED RECENTLY BY LONG CONTEMPLATIONS ABOUT MYSELF BECAUSE I HAVE TO GET TO KNOW MYSELF, RIGHT THAT'S THE MAIN TASK GET TO KNOW YOURSELF - EVERYTHING ELSE IS SECONDARY SO THAT'S WHAT I'M SPENDING ALL MY TIME ON INSTEAD OF MAKING ANY MONEY OR SOMETHING OR SOMETHING USEFUL I'M GETTING TO KNOW MYSELF LIKE A DISCIPLE I'M GETTING TO KNOW MYSELF AND I UNDERSTOOD ONE THING CHRIST IS THE OPPOSITE TO THE BUDDHA VAINLY YOU SAY HE WAS A BUDDHIST MONK AND JUST WENT HOME TO PLAY DOWN THIS THEATRE OF TRAGEDY FOR THE PEOPLE- BUT HE LEARNED IT FROM THE BUDDHA BUT IT'S A TOTALLY DIFFERENT ATTITUDE THE CHRIST'S PERFORMANCE IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT THEN THE BUDDHA'S TEACHINGS & PROBABLY EXACTLY BECAUSE OF THIS OPPOSITE IMPRINT WHAT I HAVE THAT I'M NOT BORN UNDER THE SPIRIT OF THE BUDDHA NOT LITTLE BUDDHAS WERE ON MY WALL BUT CROSSES IN MY CHILDHOOD - I MEAN, I SAW CROSSES IN MY CHILDHOOD (A CATHOLIC BOY) GREW UP AMONGST CROSSES OF COURSE SO THAT INFLUENCED ME A LOT PROBABLY THIS BODY HANGING ON THE CROSS THIS BLOODY IMAGE WHAT WE CONSIDER DIVINE I'M INFLUENCED BY THIS DEFEAT IMPRINT I LIKE TO BE DEFEATED RATHER THAN TO DO SOMETHING & I'M LIVING IN THIS COMPLETE CONFUSION IN THE BARDO I HAVE ALL THESE ALIASES AROUND ME AT THE SAME TIME I'M NOT EXISTING I'M A NONENTITY IN A LARGE NUMBER OF ALIASES WHICH IS A MIND-BOGGLING EXPERIENCE & I NEVER WANTED TO GET TO KNOW MYSELF I WOULD SUGGEST: DON'T DON'T GET TO KNOW YOURSELF IT LEADS TO HELL AND I'M SO ASHAMED THAT I'M TRYING TO REACH OBLIVION WHEN THE CATASTROPHE IS RAVING I'M A VERY SPECIAL CASE IN A VERY SPECIAL DIMENSION AND I THINK YOU CAN LEARN FROM IT OH IT'S NOT DHARMA JUST THE CONTRARY JUST THE CONTRARY & IT'S VERY HARD TO SING ANYTHING WHEN YOU ACTUALLY WANT TO SCREAM YOU JUST WANT TO SCREAM LIKE ON A ROCK'N'ROLL STAGE YOU JUST WANT TO SCREAM BUT YOU CAN'T SCREAM ALONE ALONE YOU CAN'T SCREAM ALONE ALONE YOU MUST SING SOMETHING YOU MUST SING A MELODY YOU MUST DO SOMETHING & IN 1984 I USED TO GO UNDER A RAILROAD BRIDGE EVERY AFTERNOON WHEN I KNEW THE TRAIN COMES AND SCREAMED - LIKE THE PAINTING JUST SCREAMED NOT BEFORE THE TRAIN - BENEATH THE TRAIN BENEATH THE BRIDGE NOBODY HEARD IT OR SAW IT THAT WAS 1984 I SCREAMED THE ENTIRE YEAR AWAY IT'S NEVER BEEN VERY GOOD MY LIFE HAS NEVER BEEN VERY HAPPY & WITH THE GET TO KNOW YOURSELF SO I WOULD STRONGLY SUGGEST NOT TO I HAVE REALLY GONE TO THE DEPTH OF IT AND I KNOW I'VE SEEN I LEARNED I UNDERSTOOD THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING THERE THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING THERE THERE IS AN EGO THERE AND YOU HAVE TO KILL IT BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO DESCEND SO DEEP FOR IT THERE IS A DIRECT WAY TO KILL EGO DON'T HAVE TO GET TO KNOW YOURSELF FOR IT JUST A FEW RULES TO FOLLOW I'M OFFERING A LOT OF RULES ABOUT EGO KILLING I'M AN EGO KILLER EGO HAS SEVEN HEADS SO YOU KNOW WHAT TO COMPARE IT TO THE SEVEN-HEADED EGO & SO THE RIGHT THING TO DO IN STEAD OF GETTING TO KNOW YOURSELF SAYS THE ANTI-BUDDHA AND ANTI-PYTHAGORAS OF COURSE AS WELL THE ANTI ANTI ANTI SAYS IT 888 IS THREE TIMES ANTI IT'S THE ANTI ANTI ANTI THE ANTI ANTI-ANTI THE ANTI-ANTI ANTI THREE TIMES ANTITHETIC & DON'T MAKE ME JUMP DON'T MAKE ME JUMP DON'T MAKE ME JUMP LET ME DANCE - PLEASE LET ME DANCE INSTEAD PLEASE LET ME DANCE - DANCE TO YOUR MUSIC OSSSH I DON'T WANNA JUMP LET ME DANCE INSTEAD LET ME DANCE TO YOUR MUSIC AND SING A SONG YOU CANNOT LIVE ON WHEN YOU SEE THE DARKNESS OF THE SUBDIVINE YOU HAVE TO FORGET ABOUT YOURSELF & DON'T BELIEVE HIM DON'T BELIEVE HIM HE'S A LIAR - HE IS A DOUBLE LIAR AND HE SAYS: FORGET YOURSELF DON'T GET TO KNOW YOURSELF, NO JUST FORGET ABOUT IT TRUST THE INSTINCTS THE INSTINCTS AND THE INTELLIGENCE WILL SAVE YOU BE A ROBOT - JUST A ROBOT & HOW CAN YOU EXIST WHEN YOU RUN WITH THE CLOCK WE JUST RUN WITH THE CLOCK AND YOU CAN JUDGE PEOPLE FROM THIS ONE GESTURE AS ONE LOOKS AT HIS WATCH - THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE WHEN YOU LOOK AT YOUR WATCH THAT'S THE MOMENT OF CONSCIOUSNESS THE SUPERMOMENT OF CONSCIOUSNESS WITH A SIMPLE GESTURE OF WORSHIPPING TIME TIME IS ALL AND EVERYTHING & I THOUGHT ONCE I WOULD JUST PUT ON THE CAMERA AND SCREAM TO SHOW THE TRUTH BUT YOU KNOW THE TRUTH IS SO BLOODY UGLY DAMNED YOU ARE IF YOU ARE SEARCHING FOR IT NO IT WON'T SET YOU FREE IT'S A NICE STATEMENT YES - BUT I TELL YOU THE TRUTH THE TRUTH WON'T SET YOU FREE THE TRUTH IS UGLY EVERY TRUTH IS UGLY BELIEVE THERE IS NONE IN THE NAME OF THE ANTIBUDDHA & ALL THE GODS ARE GREAT - I'VE GOT NOTHING AGAINST THEM ATHEISM ACCEPTS EVERY GOD HEY - ATHEISM ACCEPTS EVERYTHING AND ODIN - WHERE IS ODIN ODIN IS NOT AS GREAT, NOT A WORLD-RELIGION AND THERE'S ALSO THIS QUETZALCOTL QUETZALCOTL I FEAR THE MOST I FEAR THAT THE MOST - I FEAR ALL OF THEM A LITTLE BIT BUT THIS QUETZALCOTL THAT'S MY NIGHTMARE & THE BUDDHA IS ALRIGHT ESPECIALLY THE YOUNG BUDDHA THE OLD FAT BUDDHA IS A STRANGE IMAGE THAT'S THE MAIN BUDDHA IMAGE - NOT THE YOUNG BUDDHA BECAUSE HE GREW OLD AND DIED OF FOOD POISONING THE BUDDHA HE WAS A VERY UGLY FAT MAN GRINNING IT'S NOT A NICER IMAGE THAN THE BODY HANGING IT'S OUTRAGEOUS IMAGE FOR A DIVINITY IT'S AS OUTRAGEOUS REALLY - HEY HEY & SHAKING ASS BRINGS IN A LOT OF MONEY HOW DIFFERENT IT WOULD BE IF I COULD DO IT IF I COULD DO IT FOR MONEY ANUS DEI - AND THE ANUS DEI THE ANUS DEI ANUS DEI ANUS DEI THE ANUS DEI ANUS DEI & GET RHYTHM GET RHYTHM DARLING GET THE RHYTHM PLEASE HOW CAN YOU IMAGINE A MIND THAT CANNOT CHOOSE BETWEEN A FREE WOMAN AND A MALE IN SHACKLES WHICH ONE WOULD YOU CHOOSE BECAUSE I CAN'T CHOOSE IT SOMETHING DOESN'T LET ME CHOOSE IT AND IF I'M FINALLY FORCED TO BEND ONE SIDE I'M GOING TO THE OTHER SIDE YEAH THE MAN IN SHACKLES THAT'S WHERE I AM I'M IN A MAN IN SHACKLES I LIVE IN A MAN IN SHACKLES THAT'S THE MARRIAGE WITHIN & SO REALITY IS THAT FOUR SOLDIERS WHO KILLED IRAQI CIVILIANS THEY SAY IT'S CIVILIANS ACTUALLY IT WAS SELF-DEFENCE IN AN EXTRAORDINARILY PARANOID STATE WHAT A WARZONE MIGHT CREATE I CAN'T EVEN FIGURE IT I'M LIVING IN A WARZONE BUT IT'S MY OWN WARZONE INSULTS IN THE STREET THAT'S MY WARZONE PERMANENT WARFARE, YES, BUT IT'S INDIVIDUAL THAT DOESN'T COUNT ON ANY SCALE, DOES IT THESE ARE REAL SOLDIERS HERE - FOUR OF THEM OPENED FIRE IN BAGHDAD ON MISSION THE POINT IS THAT THEY ARE NOT SOLDIERS ACTUALLY BUT SOME KIND OF SUPERVISOR AIDS WORKERS I DON'T CLEARLY UNDERSTAND WHAT IS THAT FUNCTION WHAT THEY HAVE THERE SO THEY SHOULDN'T EVEN CARRY A GUN ALTHOUGH THE GOVERNMENT SUPPLIES THEM WITH IT BUT THEY DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO CARRY IT LET ALONE USE IT ONLY IN CASE OF SELF-DEFENCE AND THEY SAY THIS WAS NOT SELF-DEFENCE BUT HYSTERICAL SADISTIC REACTION THAT THEY FELT THEMSELVES AMBUSHED IT WASN'T LIKE HEY PAL LET'S KILL SOME IRAQIS BEFORE LUNCH BREAK THEY FELT AMBUSHED AND THEY SHOT THE ENEMY & BEFORE YOU HAD THE RIGHT IN A WAR IN THE EASTERN CONFLICT NATIONHOOD TOTALLY TRANSFORMED INTO CHAOS IT'S NOT THE NATION THE ENEMY BUT THE DIFFERENT FRAGMENTATIONS OF IT THE CONCEPT OF HINTERLAND HAS BEEN ERASED WITH THE SECOND WORLD WAR AND HERE IS THE THIRD WORLD WAR WHICH IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT OF ANYTHING WE HAVE EVER IMAGINED APOCALYPTICALLY DIFFERENT WE DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THAT THIRD WORLD WAR HAS TO BE GLOBAL IT'S NOT ENOUGH RUSSIA AND AMERICA NOT TWO CONTINENTS - IT HAS TO BE GLOBAL WHEN THERE WAS THE DUALITY OF THE POLAR WAR SACRED TIME OF OUR GENERATION THESE SOLDIERS - FOUR OF THEM THEY ACTED TOGETHER ONE OF THEM STARTED IT - THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WHO STARTS IT SO THAT ONE IS SENTENCED FOR LIFE IN PRISON FOR KILLING THE ENEMY AT WAR THESE FOUR PEOPLE ARE SENTENCED TO DOZENS OF YEARS FOR NOTHING ELSE BUT DOING THEIR DUTY THAT'S THE NEW MILITARY RULE DECLARED WITH THIS SENTENCE & AND THE ISLAMIC STATE DESTROYS THESE ANCIENT MONUMENTS NOW AND EVERYONE IS SO OUTRAGED HOW THEY CAN DO THIS? THEY HAVE NO RESPECT FOR THE PAST? IT WAS THE OSP WHO DECLARED THE WAR ON THE PAST SO WHAT IS IT - THESE ARE THE NEW FUTURE PEOPLE? SOMETHING HAS TURNED OVER ON THE WAY THE TRAIN OF EVOLUTION HAS BEEN FATALLY DERAILED "WHAT DO YOU WANT - FREEDOM WHEN DO YOU WANT IT - NOW" & IF I COULD BRING PEOPLE OUT OF PRISON IF I HAD A SQUAD LIKE THE CRIMINALS DO WELL AT LEAST I KNOW WHO SHOULD BE THE FIRST AT LEAST I KNOW THAT MUCH THAT THEY USED THEIR GUNS - THAT'S THEIR CRIME AND PERFECTLY SANE - THAT'S THE MAJOR PROBLEM THEY HAVE BEEN PROVEN PERFECTLY SANE OF COURSE, THAT'S WHY THEY COULD BE SENTENCED SO SANITY IS NOW IMPRISONED AND THE OTHER BIG REPULSION IS THAT THEY SHOWED NO REMORSE IF THEY LIE REMORSE THEY SAY WE ARE SORRY FOR THE NINE YEAR OLD CHILD FATHER COME TO WITNESS TO PROJECT HIS NINE YEAR OLD CHILD KILLED BY THESE AMERICAN BASTARDS & ENEMY TERRITORY WARZONE - ENEMY PEOPLE IT'S THE PEOPLE IT'S THE PEOPLE THE ENEMY IS THE PEOPLE THEY ARE NOW UNDER CAMOUFLAGE OF DIFFERENT ORGANIZATIONS TOTALLY TRIBAL - WENT DOWN TO THE SMALLEST TRIBES THE ANTIUNION - THE PERFECT DISPERSION OF UNITY OF COURSE IT'S ARABIA - IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE HARDEST TO CREATE LAWRENCE COULDN'T SOLVE THIS PROBLEM - & SO THE OSP IS TO SEND OUT TO THEIR FAMILIES THE GREATEST SYMPATHY FOR THIS HORRENDOUS INJUSTICE WHAT THE AMERICAN GOVERNMENT HAS IMPOSED WITH THE HELP OF THE JUDGES AND THE AIR-RAID BOMBING -THOSE PILOTS WHO BOMB THE CIVILIANS THEY ARE NOT PUT INTO PRISON NOT WITH MACHINE GUN BUT FROM ABOVE IT'S NOT CLOSE ENCOUNTER THESE FOUR TROOPERS TAKE UPON THEMSELVES THE CRIME OF THE GOVERNMENT DOUBLE CRIME OF THE GOVERNMENT & SO THEY SENTENCE THE CHINESE HOUSE OWNER BECAUSE HE SHOOTS THE INTRUDER INTO HIS GARAGE AND PUT IN PRISON SOLDIERS WHO ACT ON DUTY THIS IS INVERTED ENOUGH BY NOW I DON'T THINK IT CAN BE MORE INVERTED LET'S FACE IT "NEVER GO NEVER LET ME GO NEVER GO NEVER LET ME GO" & IT'S ABSOLUTELY DISASTROUS HOW THE WAR IN THE MIDDLE EAST IS CONDUCTED BY THE AMERICAN PRESIDENT BECAUSE HE SINGLE-HANDEDLY IS RESPONSIBLE FOR IT, RIGHT THAT'S WHY YOU ELECT A PRESIDENT TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING EVERYTHING THAT'S WHAT PRESIDENTS ARE FOR & I WANNA BE A CONTRADICTATOR THIS DADAIST PROPHET I WANNA BE THE CONTRADICTATOR THE CONTRADICTATOR & THE CHRIST AND THE BUDDHA MY FAVOURITE COUPLE WERE CONTRADICTING THEMSELVES EVERYONE CONTRADICTS TO HIMSELF TO HIMSELF EVERYONE CONTRADICTS THERE ARE GOOD THEORIES BUT TO HIMSELF EVEN EINSTEIN WOULD CONTRADICT TO HIMSELF WHAT YOU DO TO YOURSELF THAT'S THE IMPORTANT NOTHING ELSE WHAT TO DO TO YOURSELF - THAT'S THE ONLY IMPORTANT WHAT TO TELL TO YOURSELF WHAT TO LIE TO YOURSELF IF YOU WANT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF WHAT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF THAT'S THE TEST ABOUT 'SPIEL! & SO DON'T LOOK FOR LOGOS DON'T LOOK FOR LOGOS THERE IS NO LOGOS LOGOS HAS DIED CHAOS BURIED IT REQUIESCAT IN PACE JUST KEEP IT ON MIND: DON'T GET TO KNOW YOURSELF