AND NOW MADONNA IS IN TOWN AND OSH TELLS ME TO GO TO SEE HER BECAUSE SHE HAS THIS BRIDE ALLUSION AND YOU SHOULD CLEAR UP THE QUESTION OF THE BRIDE WHAT THE QUESTION OF THE BRIDE IS HER SHOW IS CALLED THE DESTRUCTION OF THE BRIDE DESECRATION - DESECRATION OF THE BRIDE IN NEW YORK ON THIS VERY IMPORTANT KABALISTIC DATE THIS VERY PREDICTED PERIOD OF THE YEAR SEPTEMBER - MID-SEPTEMBER TIMES EVERYBODY'S WAITING FOR THE METEORITE METEORITE TO HIT THE EARTH THEY SAY THE NASA DENIES IT COMING AND THEY BUILD THEMSELVES SHELTERS UNDER THE GROUND AND EVERYTHING THEY ARE PREPARING THEMSELVES FOR IT BUT DON'T TELL IT TO THE PUBLIC BECAUSE THEY DON'T MIND IF THE PUBLIC IS EXTERMINATED REDUCES THE POPULACE LET THE METORITE REDUCE THE POPULACE AND THEY SURVIVE IN THE BUNKERS AND THAT'S IT START IT ALL OVER AGAIN BUILD THE PYRAMIDS AND THE TWIN TOWERS & BUT WHAT I CALL THE BRIDE IS THE POSITIVE SENSE THE ATHEIST ELITE I CALL THE BRIDE THAT'S THE BRIDE OF THE ANTI CHRIST AND NOW SHE APPLIES IT TO THE BELIEVERS IN CHRIST LUCIFERIAN AGENDA, RIGHT? THE LUCIFERIAN AGENDA & IT'S INCREDIBLY SWEET IT'S AS SWEET AS SHE'S ALWAYS BEEN SHE IS THE SWEETEST SWEETEST HUMAN BEING ALIVE THE MOST FAMOUS OF THE SWEETEST HUMAN BEINGS ALIVE SHE'S IMMACULATE MADONNA IS IMMACULATE & THE SHOW IS CALLED THE DESECRATION OF THE BRIDE AND I'M VERY CONCERNED ABOUT THIS BECAUSE THE REAL MEANING OF THE BRIDE IS THE ELECT THAT'S THE BRIDE THE UR IS THE BRIDE THIS IS DESECRATION OF THE CONCEPT OF THE BRIDE OF THE OLD CONCEPT OF THE BRIDE IT'S THE DESECRATION OF THE BRIDES OF JESUS I CALL THE BRIDE SOMETHING ELSE THE OPPOSITE TO IT SO THERE IS A BIG CONTRADICTION AND I BELIEVE I SHOULD CLEAR IT UP WITH HER WANT TO PRESENT MYSELF AS THE ACTUAL GROOM OF THE BRIDE OF THE REAL BRIDE THAT SHE IS & JUST BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN MYTHOLOGY I'M A LEPER BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN MYTHOLOGY? & SO I COULD ONLY APPEAR AS THE MADDEST OF ALL FANS BUT CERTAINLY NOT AS HER POTENTIAL ADOPTABLE SON BESIDES I'M TEN YEARS OLDER THAN HER & VERY GOOD PROJECT, ISN'T IT I LOVE IT NO, I'M VERY ASHAMED AND I'M VERY DOWN AND I'M DYING BUT AT THE VERY TRUTH OF MY SOUL I WOULDN'T GIVE THIS STORY UP FOR ANYTHING WOULDN'T REALLY CHANGE IT FOR SOMETHING ELSE BECAUSE YOU KNOW IT'S SO INTERESTING EVEN IF I CANNOT CONTACT HER BECAUSE I CANNOT APPROACH HER AS A STREET BUM THE CONCEPT OF HAVING AN ENLIGHTENING DIALOGUE ABOUT THE BRIDEHOOD IT'S FASCINATING - IT'S SO FASCINATING & NO, I CONSIDER MADONNA AS MY EVENTUAL FOSTER MOTHER AND I REALLY DON'T LIKE HER I RESPECT, I ADORE BUT I DON'T REALLY LIKE HER THE PERSON BENEATH THERE IS A PERSON BENEATH FORTUNATELY IT'S COVERED WITH SO MANY LAYERS THAT IT WILL NEVER COUNT & THE PEOPLE CREATE THE GREAT CREATORS CREATE WITHOUT EGO THE EGO MIGHT SURVIVE BUT IT'S NOT THE MOTIVATOR FORCE IT'S NOT THE EGO THAT MAKES HER CREATE IT'S THE WILL THE WILL IS THE OPPOSITE TO EGO SHE'S A TIME RIDER SHE PERCEIVES TIME AS A WAVE TO RIDE THESE GREAT ENTITIES ARE SURFING TIME DAVID BOWIE IS THE BEST EXAMPLE FOR IT, RIGHT BUT MADONNA IS MAYBE THE SECOND BEST EXAMPLE FOR IT FOR TIME SURFERS AS FAR AS INFLUENCE GOES & SHE REALLY COULD GET ME OUT OF THE DARKNESS I BELIEVE AND IT'S INSTANTLY NEEDED BECAUSE THE DATES ARE HERE AND EVERYTHING COINCIDES ALL THIS ROSH HASHANAH, YOM KIPPUR DATES WHAT I WENT THROUGH AT MY RESURRECTION ERA THAT DATES BACK TO 1981 1981 WAS MY RESURRECTION ERA NO, I RESURRECTED BEFORE DEATH AND SO ON THEN I DIED IN '84 BUT MY RESURRECTION WAS IN '81 IN '81 I RESURRECTED, IN '84 I DIED AND I HAVE NEVER GIVEN AN INTERVIEW IN MY LIFE NOT SINCE I'M DEAD SO I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I WOULD SAY IF I'M POSED A QUESTION WHAT DO I THINK ABOUT THE DESECRATION OF THE BRIDE I THINK IT'S THE BRAVEST STEP - & THIS IS DEPARTURE TIME THAT'S WHAT WE ARE PREPARING THE BIG BIG TOURS - THEY ARE FAREWELLS TO EARTH YOU DON'T HAVE TO CALL IT THE LAST TOUR AS MANY DO AND THEN MAKE OTHER ONES BUT YOU HAVE TO KNOW THAT IT IS THE POTENTIALLY LAST TOUR AND THE POTENTIALLY THAT MATTERS THE MOST HERE YOU HAVE TO LIVE ON THE EDGE ALL THE TIME ON THE EDGE OF DEPARTURE & EVERYTHING YOU PRODUCE HERE FOR THE PEOPLE IS FOR THE OTHER WORLD & SO SHE IS STARTING HER LAST TOUR TOMORROW IN MY CITY - BY COINCIDENCE SO I SHOULD WRITE A LETTER AND TRY TO DELIVER IT SHOULD WRITE AN eMAIL AND TRY TO SEND IT OR WAIT IN THE STREET THAT THE LIMOUSINE PASSES BY WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO RIGHT NOW NOBODY ELSE COULD HELP ME & WHAT TO GIVE HER AS A PROOF THAT I'M A DESCENDANT OF THE PROJECT I'M IN THE SAME PROJECT WHERE SHE IS PLAYING MADONNA I'M PLAYING THE ANTISON I'M PLAYING IT AS HARD AS SHE DOES I'M PLAYING IT IN THE ISOLATION TANK SHE IS PLAYING IT ON THE TOP OF THE WORLD NO, IT'S NOT MADONNA THE PERSON BUT THE ONE THAT DESECRATES THE BRIDE AND INVITES THE FALLEN ANGELS TO ARRIVE THE FALLEN ANGELS AND WHAT WHAT ELSE AM I WHAT THE HELL ELSE AM I & NO NO NO NO NO NO I KNOW WHAT I AM BUT I'M NOT ENTICED TO CONFRONT IT AGAIN SO I'M NOT GONNA DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHING FOR THIS CASE VAINLY WE HAVE THE DATE VAINLY WE HAVE THE YOM KIPPUR AND VAINLY WE HAVE THIRTY YEARS OF MY LIFE INVESTED INTO NEW JERUSALEM JUST FOR THE SAKE OF THE BRIDE & NO, SHE BELIEVES IN DESTINY A LOT SHE HAS THE HUGEST POWER OF IGNORANCE AMONGST WOMEN SHE CALLS IT WORK ETHICS BUT IN FACT IT IS IGNORANCE WORK AND LOVE ETHICS & IF YOU KNOW ALL THE TIME WHAT YOU DON'T KNOW YOU CANNOT GO ON NOTHING DRIVES YOU THEN - IT'S PARALYTIC KNOWLEDGE IS PARALYTIC THE LAST THING WE NEED & NUCLEAR REINCARNATION AS PREDICTED IN 1979 HAS TAKEN ITS PLACE IT HAS HAPPENED AND THEN THE PAST PEOPLE ARE AFRAID OF THE WORLD GOVERNMENT ARE AFRAID OF ONE WORLD THE PAST PEOPLE THE PROBLEM WITH THE ELITE IS THAT IT HAS TO BE SECRET THE REAL SOCIETY HAS TO BE SECRET I DON'T WANT TO DISCLOSE IT I WANT A SOCIETY WHERE THERE IS NO NEED FOR SECRET, NO NEED FOR PRIVACY THE DIVINE RIGHTS OF NEW JERUSALEM THE CITY OF THE BRIDE MADONNA IS PRESIDING OVER THAT AND THERE IS NO QUESTION ABOUT IT & THIS IS DIO - OR DIO DEPENDS ON WHICH SIDE YOU ARE HOW TO PRONOUNCE IT WELL YOU HEAR WHAT HE SAYS: "YOU'VE BEEN LEFT ON YOUR OWN YOU ARER A RAINBOW IN THE DARK" I'M LEFT ON MY OWN, HE SAYS HE SAYS, YOU ARE LEFT ON YOUR OWN LIKE A RAINBOW IN THE DARK THAT'S WHAT CHARLOTTE IDENTIFIES HERSELF WITH THAT'S HOW CHARLOTTE FEELS HOW MENACING - THREATENING ME DIO IS THREATENING ME WHEN YOU FIND YOURSELF AT THE BOTTOM EVERYBODY'S TALKING TO YOU THROUGH THE AIR & I'M DRUNK ON GRAVITY I DON'T HAVE ANY BALANCE LEFT I'VE LOST MY AURA I'M ALMOST UNVEILED BY NOW I HAVE TO GET INTO THE VISIBILITY BECAUSE OTHERWISE I PERISH HERE I'M AFRAID OF VISIBILITY LIKE AN INTIMIDATED WOLF BUT I NEED IT TO SURVIVE I CANNOT JUST DIE HERE IN FEAR & THE BIGGEST OUTRAGE OF ALL WHAT THEY ARE SCREAMING ABOUT IS THIS POPULATION CONTROL IDEA WHAT THEY ATTRIBUTE TO THE ILLUMINATI THAT WANT TO GOVERN THE WORLD BY DECIMATING THE POPULATION BY EVERY EVIL MEANS CREATING CIVIL WARS AND SPREADING VIRUSES THESE EVIL ONE WORLD ONE GOVERNMENT THESE OVERNATIONALISTS THEY JUST DON'T CALL THEM OVERNAZIS BECAUSE THANK GOD THEY DON'T KNOW THE TERM THEY CALL IT GLOBALITARIAN THE GLOBALITARIAN ELITE THAT WANTS TO RULE THE WORLD BY ONE SINGLE GOVERNMENT THAT SHOULD BE THEM THAT'S WHAT THE OVERNATIONAL SOCIALIST PARTY HAS ON ITS AGENDA OUR POSTER SAYS MARTIAL LAW - BASIC INCOME - HAPPY DISPATCH THIS IS THE TRINITY OF THE ELECTORAL POSTER NEVER BEEN PUT OUT ANYWHERE I PUT IT ON MY WALL MY OWN ELECTORAL POSTER AND THEN I SAY SPIEL! THAT'S MY RITUAL & IT'S INTIMATE ENOUGH, RIGHT? IT'S REALLY A DISCLOSURE THE CURTAIN IS PULLED AWAY TO SEE THE WORM IN ITS FULL REGALIA OF MISERY IN THE FULL REGALIA OF MISERY HERE I STAND & IT'S A PICTURE OF THE LEADER OF THE SOLITARY SALUTING HIS OWN ELECTORAL POSTER ALONE IN THE ROOM JUST LET YOUR HEART BREAK & EVERYTHING IS DECEPTION BY NOW THERE IS ALMOST NOTHING YOU CAN TAKE AT FACE VALUE & THAT'S MY STOCKING SITUATION MAYBE SHE CAN BUY ME SHE CAN BUY ME STOCKINGS I HAVE TO COME AS CHARLOTTE I AM CHARLOTTE THE BAGLADY WITH MY BROKEN STOCKINGS COMING TO THE QUEEN IN DRAGS NOT A DRAG QUEEN A QUEEN IN DRAGS IT'S QUEEN TO QUEEN IT HAS TO BE SO THAT SHE ADOPTS ME & STILL A SON I'M STILL A SON - I'M NOT A DAUGHTER BECAUSE OF THE MOTHERFUCKER FACTOR THE SET-UP IS THE FOLLOWING IT IS THE ETERNAL VIRGIN VERSUS THE IMPOTENT GROOM THAT'S THE FORMULA AND IT'S SOLVED BY AN ADOPTION THIS IS NOT MARRIAGE -THIS IS INCEST IT'S A PROPOSITION OF INCEST AND WHAT'S MORE - IT'S ALL SPIRITUAL BY MY CONDITIONS WARRANTED THAT IT'S ALL SPIRITUAL PLATONIC IT'S PLATONIC INCEST THAT'S CLEAR NOW? SOMETIMES IT'S CRYSTALCLEAR & I'M NOT COMING TO COMPETE WITH ANYONE I'M JUST COMING FOR MY PLACE I'M COMING TO OCCUPY IT AND I'M WALKING THE POP LAND I'M A POP ARTIST AND MY VISION FIELD IN THE BARDO IS AROUND POP MUSIC MAINLY SO HO SO HO SO HO & I WOULD BE HAPPY YEAH I WOULD BE VERY HAPPY IF SHE LIKED ME OH GOD HOW HAPPY I COULD BE IF SHE LIKED ME BUT FOR THAT I CANNOT EVEN DREAM OF, RIGHT ACCORDING TO THE ABOVE-MENTIONED CIRCUMSTANCES I'M WORSE THAN A STALKER, RIGHT? I WANT HER BLOOD, RIGHT I WANT HER BLOOD, SO AM I NOT A VAMPIRE OR WHAT AM I & THANK GOD YOU MAY SAY THIS GUY IS KEPT IN THE THEORY THANK GOD THIS GUY NEVER GETS INTO PRAXIS THAT'S WHAT PEOPLE WOULD BLOG TO THIS PART & IT'S KUNST WE ARE STAYING ON THE LEVEL OF KUNST AND NEVER MOVE FROM THERE KUNST IST KRIEG THAT'S OUR FIGHT POP ARTISTS THEY ARE A FIGHTING UNIT THEY'RE FIGHTING FOR THEMSELVES FIRST OF ALL THINGS - THEMSELVES AND EVEN THE WORST OF THE WORST LIKE THIS VERY POPULAR JUSTIN BIEBER (I HAD TO SPEAK IT OUT) EVEN HE IS WORKING FOR HIMSELF EVERY ARTIST THE OTHERS ONLY WORK FOR MONEY BUT THE REAL ARTISTS - THEY WORK FOR THEMSELVES & MONEY EVEN BECOMES SECONDARY LIKE IN MY CASE FOR EXAMPLE MONEY HAS BECOME SO SECONDARY I NEVER THOUGHT OF IT TO MAKE MONEY OF ANYTHING DIDN'T EVEN COME TO MY MIND IT NEVER CAME UP IN MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE WHICH IS NOW REACHING HOW MANY YEARS - I'M ON OLD AGE PENSION NOW, AAH VERY DIFFICULT SITUATION - HOW I GOT IT BECAUSE I DID NOT WORK A DAY IN MY LIFE BUT THEY ACCEPTED ME JUST BECAUSE I EXIST I GO TO THE OFFICE AND THEN I'M THERE AND THEN I PROVE IT WITH MY PAPER WHO I AM HAVE TO EXPLAIN WHERE I WAS BORN AND THINGS LIKE THAT AND WHAT AM I DOING AND THEN I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT I HAVE SPENT MY ENTIRE LIFE ON WELFARE THANK GOD THAT WAS MY PROVIDENCE I NEVER HAD A JOB OR SOMETHING NEVER MADE MONEY OF ANYTHING IN THE WORLD, ALRIGHT SO THIS IS A FACT & YOU CAN TELL ME ANYTHING TED TURNER MAY SAY WHAT HE WANTS BUT I'M KIND OF PROUD OF IT SOMEWHERE I'M ALSO A SURVIVOR SO FAR & ALL OR NOTHING WE CAN'T ASK A LITTLE WE CAN'T ASK A PIECE WE CAN'T ASK A PART WE ASK FOR ALL WE ASK FOR LIFE - THE DEAD ASK FOR LIFE - 10 - GIVE ME POWER GIVE ME POWER GIVE ME POWER GIVE ME POWER THE VERY FIRST SONG I WROTE WAS THIS BASED ON THE HARE KRISHNA MANTRA IT WAS A MANTRA, MY FIRST MANTRA FIRST AND LAST AND FINAL AND EVERLASTING MANTRA IS THIS AND EVERYONE HAS TO SING IT I'M JUST SETTING UP THE MODEL I'M A MODEL BEGGAR BEGGING FOR THE HAND OF THE BRIDE & MOMMY BUY ME NEW STOCKINGS